from the Fairy Healing the Feminine class
It’s been too hot to sit in my yard. 104 degree days in Arizona make me woozy and my head wompy. I was surprised I’ve been getting guidance to find time to go outside anyway. When the girls and the turtle and I finally made it out to the yard, I was appalled by the amount of weeds there were. I think my rose bushes missed me; they were sad-looking. I plopped myself down on the rock floor and began pulling weeds one by one. Emma Lou, my basset girl came running over licking my face in excitement. She was so happy I was outside, finally. I felt embarassed, even a little guilty. Fairy girls NEED nature. It’s right up there with thrift-shopping, animals, and hugs. I hadn’t even noticed I was so disconnected with Nature until I saw the signs.
1. I’ve been neurotic. Now, keep in mind, I was half-raised by a neurotic, loving, worrying, jewish grandmother, so…I have my moments. But I was truly in “hamster wheel” thinking that went around and around with no resolution.
2. My energy was not grounded. I could tell this because my empathic sense was picking up EVERYTHING. I felt pulled into everyone’s story wanting to help and comfort. I couldn’t tell what was mine and someone else’s. It was just me flying around in the tornado like that cow in the movie TWISTER.
3. Because I was neurotic and not grounded, I was affecting my dogs who were worrying more too. They seemed much more relaxed from just a little backyard exposure.
4. I didn’t feel super creative. This is an abnormal state for me. I ALWAYS feel creative. There’s always ideas running around in my head of what I can make or do. I just didn’t feel like doing much of anything. It’s probably the heat, but definitely because I haven’t had yard time.
5. I was missing fairy energy. I only felt half joyful. A tiny, tiny bit silly. I needed to fill up my container with that good fairy buzz I get from being in the yard.
We hung out in the yard for a few hours and Sarah wandered around while Emma barked at the turtle trying to get him to play with her. The heat was rising so we made it to where we are now, hanging out on the couch with me writing. I think even a small dose of Nature is needed for me everyday to stay sane and happy. How about you?
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Incidently, two more weeks until the Fairy Healing the Feminine online class. I am currently writing a cool lesson in picking weeds from your life. Go sign up now!
I really love flower essences. They are perfect for assisting in healing emotional issues. Essences will get to the heart or core of the issue you are dealing with. Out of nowhere, it would seem, you have “a-ha” moments and big lightbulb thoughts bursting over your head, giving you new understanding or a new perception to heal that issue.
It’s summer in the States right now and that means a good time to slow down and reflect.
There are seven really good flower essences that come to mind when I think about this time of year.
So, there you have it. The seven essences or nature tools I recommend for summer. Essences can be taken with a glass of water or drops placed under your tongue twice a day or as needed. What’s really cool about essences, is they are vibrational and non-chemical, so they are very safe for sensitive people. You can buy any of these at my Flower Essences for Sensitive page.
T is for Tree Spirit. “You’ve forgotten the earthy side of your nature,” the tree spirit told me. (from the Fairy Healing Alphabet deck copyright 2011 Ronni Ann Hall)
Something to look at this week: Tree Spirits are such wise and loving beings. This Tree Spirit is letting you know that you are too disconnected from Nature at this time in your life. You need to hug a tree, or walk in the forest, or sit by a pond. Symptoms you are disconnected:
you feel “boxed-in” and claustrophobic
you work in an environment where there is no windows
you feel cranky and irritable
you are not feeling creative or hopeful
Fairy task: Bring the outside in. Go hunting for fallen pinecones and forest treasures to bring into your home. Cut a flower from your rose bush and place it into a vase. Open some windows and let light in. Balance will be restored inside of you and around you.
I spent most of Memorial Day in my backyard planting. Emma Lou was very helpful assisting, yet, at one point she sat on the huge bag of garden soil because it was so comfortable. Sarah made a few brief appearances in and out of the pet door, perhaps to oversee our work. Speedy was let out of his tank to wander.
I found the most amazing plants that are actually called “Gnome Mix.” They have the most delicious energy, so I brought in a few of the mix into the house and planted the rest in the yard.
After lots of planting of veggies around my trees and a bunch of Marigolds near the Roses (they asked to be), I sat with Emma on the swing to reflect.
I am not the best gardener in the world. I used to think I had a black thumb and most plants would die on me. Now I listen and they all seem to be doing much better. It’s ironic that I teach about Fairy energy and my love of Nature when my gardening skills are sub-par, but I was told, that is what makes the message I deliver more powerful. Anyone can be reconnected to Nature. Not just those with prize-winning gardens!
After some time, I find myself giggling and almost whoozy with the energy of the yard. Perhaps it was my slight allergy to Marigolds, but I was noticing I was feeling mighty good. I didn’t give a hoot about my problems in my life or anything else for that matter. Everything seemed to make me giggle. I had a “fairy high.”
I am convinced that what others have called in the past as “fairy glamour” that lures folks in and casts the spell over them is simply that delicious high we get being in Nature.
The high lasted for hours with no side effects and no munchies. I was feeling groovy just by being so in love with the yard and being in Nature. Maybe you can relate. Perhaps it’s just the Designing Fairy in me. I was home again.
It’s Fairy Day!
I woke up Nasty Fairy this morning. I was a bit cranky. Sarah woke up a whole hour early for breakfast and was pacing the hallways. I threw my pillows. I was NOT in Fairy Joyful mood. How was I going to promote Fairy Day???
I could sit under my bed until the mood passes, but I can’t fit.
I could sit on the swing outside and smell the roses. But I still feel cranky.
But today I am reminded that we are cranky when we don’t let out inner children out to play, which is what they need. It’s those children that love and believe in Fairy Magic. And mine has been seriously neglected. So, I brought out the markers and the pencils and drew. And my mood lifted to fairy level again. She was happy again. Like Sarah demanding food, she wanted to be heard. What do you need to do to feed that part of yourself? Have you been too adult? Lost in Serious World? Because let’s face it, the world is serious, and sometimes very dark, but we don’t always have to be. We need that break. That light.
So, in honor of Fairy Day, support Designing Fairy and yourself with:
a mini print from my STORE for comfort reminders
Sign up for a mini reading this week. Fairy readings all this week covering joy and health issues. (And, of course, there’s also animal communication and Guide/Spirit readings).
go draw your clothes. Perhaps, this is my own strange, neurotic behavior, but it’s fun to draw and make little outfits.
Great time to order THE Joy essence, Zinnia. Zinnia comes in different colors for different healings. Let me know what area you need healing your joy, and I will let you know which color Zinnia you need to order. (There’s GREEN, PURPLE/PINK, and RED.)
Sign up right now for the Fairy Joy class do get your joy going.There’s inspiration sent to your ebox several times a week. Lots of cute drawings, and really fun exercises and lessons.
Go watch a plant for sparkling lights. Keep your heart open and be aware when it shuts off. You might just need better boundaries. That’s fairy medicine.
Okay, off to the garden. Enough trying this week. This is what I have to offer…
Fairy blessings, Ronni
Sunday is Fairy Day. Did you know that?
It’s time to bring in this delightful energy into your life. And, in honor of the Fairies, I open my new Designing Fairy STORE of fun and whimsical art. There’s lots of Comfort and Inspiration and a few smiles.
Go check it out here: https://ronnispsychicroom.wordpress.com/new-holiday-store/
And check out the new Fairy Pages mentioned in the right sidebar. There’s also a new flower essence, Pine, that carries a real healing kick. I’m making new Rose Essences now for emotional Heart Healing. I need to remind myself to not make too many essences at one time. Was a bit out there and wonky all day yesterday. 🙂
Have fun,
Day 4 of using the new Arizona Pine essence.
The pattern of yucky feelings have moved into the healing pattern. Woo hoo! It’s been subtle after all the cleaning out of what was the block. This essence is definitely for blocks to feeling you deserve.
Today thoughts came through of what areas in my life I fall into complacency and feeling like, “Oh, what the heck. Might as well give up. I don’t matter anyway.” Yuck! Even sounds icky to read, huh? But it’s a good question. Where in your life do you not feel you deserve to have?
Experimentation continues….
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For those of you who dig the fairy detective path, check out the Fairy Detective Certification/Mentorship, or the Fairy Beginner class to get started playing with and experimenting with flower essences.
I was guided to make Tree Essences right now. And, much like the exercise in my Rocks and Trees certification program, I am making the essences of trees found in my yard, which I probably need the most. This essence will be part of a series Tree Essences for Support.
My first essence is a leaf essence from my front yard’s Pine tree. He’s a dashing fellow with a strong presence and with lots of pine cones being born. I will share my journey with the essence in this blog as I share my own fairy detective explorations.
I took the first sip yesterday and boy, does that baby go to the heart of the matter. Holy moly! It’s an essence for healing shame and self-esteem like most Pine essences heal. But I know that every tree is different, so this Pine will have its own “take” on healing that theme.
First sip tasted good. I felt the essence go straight to my heart/chest. And then I heard “Oh, Ronni. what now?” I also heard the self-recrimination thought, “I’m such a screw-up.” Whoa. The essence had pushed up the yucky stuff.
I felt this way for a few hours just observing and hoping it would subside. But it was clear the messages were these old messages from when I was a kid. Heck, the voices even sounded exactly what I heard as a child, and the funny thing was, I had completely forgotten ever getting these kind of messages. I even wanted to make it better–those voices– by creating some kind of order in my environment, at that very moment. I started to clean out and straighten my desk drawers, for goodness sake. It was interesting to see how those kind of thoughts led to my wanting to control and make better, and then yelling at myself when I couldn’t fix things. I kept hearing this tree’s essences was for helping with feeling you deserve good things. That must be the positive healing pattern I am working towards.
Day two.
Took the essence again this morning. Things are already shifting. Had amazing insights into the “shame” issues. As a sensitive, I have learned how to take on the blame of what is others’ issues or faults to create peace in my environment. How unbalanced. I feel a peace coming over me realizing this.
Nature is so powerful in its healing. This beautiful Pine tree is giving me this amazing gift and it is simply in my front yard. I wonder if everyone is so sensitive to Nature healing or just some of us who are open to it. Maybe just fairies. 🙂
Research and experimentation continue…
Since highlights in a woman’s hair brings in more light, here’s some highlights from my site to bring YOU more light into your life.
Featured flower essence this week:
How do you rise above all the CRAP? And that’s the negative crap flying around, your own crap you’re releasing and healing, and the general crap of others in your environment. I’ve grabbed for WHITE ROSE. Immediately I felt the CRAP leave from my heart and I got a little buzz on. I might drink the whole bottle! Head over to the FLOWERS FOR SENSITIVE page to order your bottle.
Featured artwork this week to make you smile:
Rush on over to my Etsy shop to grab up the Fairy of Abundance ACEO card. Place her in a special spot in a plant to bring in more Abundance!
Featured Tip this week:
Head out to the yard or park this week! If you are like me and have even a little fairy in you, you NEED nature to restore, balance and fill you up. You may have been missing that fill up for awhile and it’s the reason you feel so wonky.
Featured class(es) this week:
Three classes you can treat yourself to and start anytime is the Fairy Healing for Animals class, the Fairies 101 sampler class, or the Fairy Joy class. Hey! There’s a theme here. They are all fairy classes. I am finding that I desperately need my fairy energy right now back into my life. I think I will follow the Fairy Joy class myself and infuse my serious nature with fairy juice. Go sign up NOW and treat yourself here. (And check out the Care of the Sensitive/ebook special).
Featured reading this week:
Need a fairy mini reading? Fairies suggest what flowers or plants you need, what you need to do to bring in better health and joy into your life. It’s a silly and fun energy, but with definite and helpful advice. My resident fairies had me plant lots of pansies in the yard the other day for cheering up all up. Head over to the mini reading section to sign up here.
Until next week, I talk of my plans for the May 1st Fairy Day celebration right here.
Fairy blessings,
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