Author: designingfairy

I'm Ronni, a designing fairy living among the humans! I'm a writer, illustrator, designer, and animal communicator/medium who loves to share and teach what I've learned in a fun way, whether it's providing tools in my Help! I'm Sensitive series for the sensitive folk, Healing Fairy Alphabet Deck for connecting to your intuition through Nature, the Idea Emporium for thinking like a designer to get out of boxes, or teaching in a classroom lessons I created, I hope my creations help make life more fun and easier. I like to help my fellow sensitives!
Earth energies · new thinking

The Plot thickens

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In the past few months, during all the crazy clearings, several times I’ve been what I thought downloaded with a diamond symbol. I am beginning to think I’ve been travelling to work with this new symbol, which brings with it a new energy. I know that Lils’ leaving coincided with this new portal that opened and this door that opened. I have felt the energy that is coming through and it is beautiful!

If you talked to me years ago, none of this would have made sense. I am a scientist–I need to see it to understand it. I’ve seen the diamond several times in visions and recorded it into my notebooks, not having a clue what I was seeing. My Guides said this symbol would help with rebuilding in a better way. What wonderful validation to scout the web today and learn that the 11:11 portal opens up this new grid of energy that is basically the new feminine energy that is trying to balance out all this war-mongering-aggressive crazy male energy we’ve experienced! It’s not our imagination, all though it is all trippy, isn’t it? Haven’t you felt more of that feminine energy to just be, not push? To move into self care. To grow into your new self? It’s all part of this amazing process.
Here’s a link I found this morning regarding the diamond energy:

http://people.tribe.net/jeremiahlindsay/blog/6e5c6e92-ecb2-41ff-b99f-a60ebd9b6b33 

after death communication · Spirits

The 11:11 portal and Lils opened a door

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Lilibeth left on the 11th. As she was leaving, she showed me a gate that opened over a beautiful field of flowers. I stood there with her at that gate enjoying the view. I turned to Wendy in the physical and said, “Lils opened a door for me.” What I felt next was the most pleasant, delicious feeling of such love, peace, calm, happiness all wrapped up in one. I told Wendy I didn’t want that feeling to ever end. I was feeling what Lils was experiencing in this place.

This morning I had a dream visit, right around the time of morning she would have woken up with me. Lils’ body was young and fixed and I held her and she felt so soft. I woke up with that same feeling I had looking down at that field. I walked into the living room to find Lilibeth’s teddy bear and bagel toy in the middle of the room and Emma Lou jumping up excitedly, telling me that Lils had just visited her!

When I checked my email I learned through the What’s up on Planet earth energy report, that a portal had opened on the 11th to the new higher energies. Lils had gone right through that portal to exit and brought through that feeling to me. Is this the feeling this door opens to? This divine connection to all that is–God–or whatever you call God? Bathed in that feeling I felt huge, endless, so much more than I ever thought I was. How can you ever be the same after feeling that? The restructuring my Guides have spoken up have occurred. I feel this strong need to get a whole new wardrobe, as nothing seems to fit this version of me. The growing pains are done, I am who I’d become, or maybe, who I always was underneath all the masks.

Animals

Lilibeth Beagle Hall

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Our beloved 16-year old beagle finally crossed over today at around 10 a.m. She’d been having walking problems and her body finally gave out. She held on like a trooper, holding on because of her love for us. Ironically, I think if the rest of her body had been fine, she’d probably would have lived to be 18 with her healthy, fast beating heart. Thanks to my daughter and to Wendy, who helped me cross her spirit over. Thanks to Pamela who helped translate Lils’ comforting words. I will never ever forget how profound an experience it was, or the feeling Lils gave me of what she was experiencing once on the other side. Heaven really feels like Heaven. 🙂 For once, I was extremely grateful for my gifts to connect to the other side. My husband wrote a beautiful post on his site. Check it out here.lilssoar.jpg

Animal Communication · Seeing Things · Spirits

My Beagle is turning into a butterfly

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We’ve been taking care of Lilibeth, our beagle, who is in the process of transitioning. A few days ago she stopped eating and her front legs started to give out. She insisted on doing this the natural way, and now she is sleeping a great deal. She’s been my little beagle for at least 15 1/2 years, maybe more. She’s one stubborn cookie, always insisting on her own way, even now. The other day I saw several blinks above her head and tuned in to an angel with yellow hair. The angel communicated that I could let go, she would take care of Lils. I do believe that angel is our Foxy, our other dog, who has shown me her real self several times. As Lils sleeps, I’ve seen many little lights around her, and have been reassured many times. My main concern is if I am doing all I can for her during this process. She’s been very vocal to me lately, which has helped. She seems to be mostly in the dreamtime now, cuddling her big bear Montana. Foxy checks on her every now and then. Honestly, I want her to be able to walk and run again easily, and see clearly. I just wish she could do all that now, here. Even being able to see and experience the other realms so easily, I still prefer to have her on this journey with me in the physical, but I know that isn’t best for her any more. I think there is an exit portal around this time frame. Lucy left her body the same time last year, and Jakey, her beloved brother, a few years before.

Animal Communication

Anniversaries

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You may have had someone who has crossed over-whether animal or person–in the past years. And on that anniversary date, although you may be involved and busy, not thinking at all of what is going on or about that date, a part of you will remember. Last year around this time, our Miss Lucy got very sick. We are slowly approaching the actual date. I found myself crying and angry out of nowhere and then I realized what was occurring only after checking the calendar and looking at old e-mails. And even though our Lucy is back with us in new form, I still feel the trauma of her passing. These are all normal thoughts–what could I have done? I remember how she suffered. It is as if all the little threads of grief that were never healed come up for just that reason. Be kind to yourself and smooth over those rough edges.

classes · empaths · Guardian Angels · healing · Intuition · metaphysical · new thinking · spiritual lessons · spirituality

If you like my writing…

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I have a new ebook out. It is the first one in a series of color-coded diaries–notes on my journey and what I’ve learned from my Guardian Angels and my Spirit Helpers, including, tips on grounding, psychic boundaries, manifesting and more. Here’s some excerpts:

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The book is in cool diary form. Check it out here on my site.

Earth energies · empaths · Guardian Angels · healing

Spirit Message on Earth energies now

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My friends and I seem to all be having a tough time of it lately emotionally. So much stirring up, and so much core stuff being jiggled to the top, so I went into meditation and asked my helpers what was happening! Here’s the message I received (this is what came out verbatim. Please ignore the grammar errors!)

“Restructuring happening with everything. What you are feeling–crashing down of defenses–an influx of energy coming in to clear and cleanse, put into place, to restore order. But first there is a release. In all healing there is a release of old and what is not working or damaged. This can be dramatic.

 Establish a middle, a center, a safe place within, among the “ruin.”

The empaths are feeling it the most–seeing restructuring on many levels, feeling others’ releases. Tremendous change is being experience on all levels for everyone.

For each person there will be a different direction given (on what to do to feel peace again). An inner voice telling you what needs to be done to restore your own inner order. That is the greater purpose–to reconnect to that inner, wise voice.”

I hope that helps a bit!

healing · spiritual lessons

Core stuff, breaking away

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I read in Karen’s What’s Up on Planet Earth that what we are all experiencing is the darkness right now. As we go up the ladder, higher and higher, we are bound to pass the darkness leaving all around us. Now, sometimes the negativity IS in us, wanting to leave. I, and my loved ones and friends, are feeling all of this strongly. We are all dealing with our core, deep issues. You know, the ones that push that little button that throws you back to when you were a little child. The uglies! It’s time to do some house-cleaning and clean up and get rid of that core belief that you learned that doesn’t even to begin to reflect who you are inside! Yes, we weren’t really seen for the bright stars that we were. How could we be? We were raised by folks who didn’t see or were taught to see their own shining light. We can heal this for them too. Bring that nasty belief out of the woodwork now. Unfold it and lay it out on the bed before you. Yes, it’s nasty. Yes, it hurts, but it isn’t real. It’s not a truth. And now, it’s out in the open, lying right in front of you, so it can’t hide anymore.
Feel that pain and break away from the mask you once worn that tried to hide you from this false truth, whether the mask showed up as an addiction, a stress reliever, or a compulsive obsession. Mine is..hopefully, was, work. I thought (deep down inside) that what I accomplish is ME. What I DO to please others is ME. Now I am experiencing a mini-death to my mask-self. Mask-self isn’t working. It’s not fixing the belief or making it go away. All that is left is ME. And then I have to feel the pain that I felt before I made this mask-self so I would be “Okay.” Big frickin’ OUCH. But, you know what? It wasn’t ME and will never be ME. And ME is enough. And anyone who thinks or feels ME isn’t enough, doesn’t deserve to be in my new little universe.

Gut honesty. Gut vulnerability. I showed you mine, what’s yours?

Earth energies · Flower essences for sensitive · Guardian Angels · healing

Earth Energies now

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So, what’s going on in the world now? I think many of us who are sensitive are feeling lots of changes in the air. If you are empathic, you are probably picking up on a great deal of free-floating fear that may be bringing up your own. I have felt a great deal of change in my own life wanting to be stirred up! On a positive note, my talks with my Angels & Guides has increased. I wanted to know why my feeling of lack of support lately was originating. Imagine my surprise when I was pulled outside of myself to see the big picture! I was shown and taught that I came here to SEE what happens when there are many conditions place on me with a delayed or lack of reward. I needed to learn how to reward myself, and once again, focus on what feeds and nurtures me and gives me the most joy (a frequent Fairy teaching I’ve received).

I love these big picture knowings from the Angels, but they it is not always easy to make that shift in the practical world, is it? I was advised to work with the OAK tree to help with this shift and all the crazy shifts I was currently experiencing in my body lately, since the lunar eclipse (darn moon feminine energy!)

Earth energies · Guardian Angels · healing · spiritual lessons

Changes

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Have you been going through some major changes? I’ve noticed this is my body. Lots of clearing out and healing big stuff and then lots of readjustments to my body. I’ve been very affected by all the new feminine energy coming in, as have many of my fellow healers. It’s all change, and if we can remind ourselves to not fight it all along the way, we shall be fine! And there’s been the big changes in the earth screaming out too. I am finding my usual path is to “make things happen.” We are all cocreators, aren’t we? And we need to do some kind of guided action, right? But I think some of us are better than others in allowing or receiving, and others, like myself, are better at doing and action. This has been the hardest adjustment for me to make–shift to trusting, allowing. It feels too strongly like giving up. This brings up too many fears. But gratefully, for the first time yesterday, I noticed–finally–a path appearing. Perhaps, most of what I was attempting wasn’t fully aligned, I thought. Is that possible? All these plans I had were not on path??? My friends are sighing, finally she gets it. A few doors have opened and I like this new direction. I want more! What’s helped me through these changes?

— readings for myself! Ha ha. Talking with my own Guides and helping others do the same. I find the more psychic work I do, the more balanced I feel! It’s like I am using this energy coming through to help, rather than let it build up inside of me.

— Flower essences support. Some essences that have helped greatly are: Desert Willow (to go with the flow!), Oak (for helping to shift and change while feeling supported), Scarlet Poppy (for hearing higher guidance among the noise), White Rose (to feel lifted up away from the noise), and Periwinkle (for sorting through all the information and changes happening) all available at our store.

— Talking to like-minded pals; I then feel less “crazy” when I know others are on the same path.

— Use any new abilities you are developing. They are there for a reason. They are part of your new path and role. I am finding my knowledge and abilities in medical intuition have fully blossomed!

— Don’t try to do things the way others do them or “how it’s done”. I can attest to this–it won’t work! We are grasshoppers using grasshopper energy! We make huge leaps forward in our own way. Keep that in mind.

Hang in there. We are being guided–like blind puppies in the dark! (Sorry, Lils).

(Need a reading for yourself or animals, or some essences, stop by my site. I’d be glad to help).