Author: designingfairy

I'm Ronni, a designing fairy living among the humans! I'm a writer, illustrator, designer, and animal communicator/medium who loves to share and teach what I've learned in a fun way, whether it's providing tools in my Help! I'm Sensitive series for the sensitive folk, Healing Fairy Alphabet Deck for connecting to your intuition through Nature, the Idea Emporium for thinking like a designer to get out of boxes, or teaching in a classroom lessons I created, I hope my creations help make life more fun and easier. I like to help my fellow sensitives!
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Earth energies now

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Once again my Guides seem to be in alignment with What’s Up On Planet Earth’s Karen’s guides. I think they may be in kahoots with each other. Last night had another download and woke up and wrote down two words “community and committee.” The funny part was I was trying to figure out how to write committee. Was it two e’s? Anyhow, I dreamt very clearly I was in a classroom teaching and have gotten numerous messages that my next big focus (besides creating madly, of course) was teaching.

When I checked in last night with my Guides the message was clear to work on centering. I was being “reborn,” and now the challenge was to get back into MY center, not always easy for a sensitive empath. Everyone is dealing with their stuff right now, so it is now always easy to detach and not get caught up, is it? I am heavily relying on my Salvia potion for this.

I found yesterday, if I let my soul take the reigns, I was going in the direction that pleased me. I felt such a strong force pulling me along yesterday. I was doing things I normally would not do and I could hear the old voices in protest. Out to lunch I went and treated myself to a sandwich. I made crafts and projects that may not have had much direction but were fun (process, not product, is it possible?)! I was feeling like a different person–the person I used to be, long ago reemerging. I could hear the old voices saying I was being naughty and irresponsible having so much fun! At that point, the voices only felt mean and incorrect.

When the messages come up that say the feminine is coming back in, I do believe it is more of the “being” part that many of us lost. It is the soft voice that tells us we are doing all right, we are enough, and to comfort ourselves. We need to embrace this voice! If only because it feels so darn good, doesn’t it? And although many of us have not been taught this but, we are meant to feel good!

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I’m learning joy from a puppy

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After some very traumatic yet fascinating experiences–I am learning so much–my goal is to regain joy. Not always an easy thing to do when you’ve been bathed in fear and grief. But somewhere underneath the weeds is the flower!

Emma Lou, our reincarnated basset hound, represents joy to me. She can’t wait to wake up in the morning and play with her toy basket, knock over each toy, explore shoes, and chase her sister around. After being in pain for the past week, I, on the otherhand, have dreaded mornings, but Emma is teaching me otherwise. You would think her day would be boring, but she is the epitomy of simplicity. And it is the simple things that give her the most joy. She loves the sun on her belly, a piece of string gives her moments of fun (I’d say hours but we are talking puppy here), and whenever she sees one of her sisters, she eggs them on to play. We had this “skill”as children, I am sure. How did many of us lose this?

When I was writing and compiling my book, The Fairy Field Guide, the Fairies and Nature Spirits had a continuous message–to bring in joy. Joy was the key to abundance, to happiness, to health. My greatest challenge has been holding on to joy in the midst of deep sadness, disappointment and even, loss of hope. I am finding that my essential nature and soul IS joyous–it’s my natural state, so I am like one big rubber band–always bouncing back to finding that joyful place.

I watched an Academy Award-winning movie on DVD yesterday, Cold Mountain. What the characters endured was the complete opposite of joy, and yet by the end of the movie, they are seen enjoying life and its bounty full-heartedly. I was amazed. After everything they had experienced, wouldn’t you have been broken, shut down from life? Perhaps by feeling the worst of this world they had a greater appreciation for what is joyful and bright. Perhaps they held onto the tiny bit of joy that was hidden in the dark? As an empath and a sensitive, it is all too easy to get lost in the dark and what I feel around me. Maybe the solution is to pull out that joy and that light–the flower– that is hidden in the dark.

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You Don’t Have to do it “right”

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Today, just a little reminder, that you have permission to do things “wrong.”

You can think crappy, resonate at a lower vibration, not think about what you want instead of what you DO want and worry. All of it! You will have off-days. You will have times when you feel angry and are releasing stuff from the past  (that’s a good thing!) You will have days you get swept up in the fear around you (sometimes it is hard not to). You will have days filled with frustration (and who doesn’t?). You are in a human body enjoying earth school, and just like in school, you may fail a class or a test and still continue on. You are here to learn, not get everything “right.” And sometimes, there are no right’s. Sometimes, you are meant to get angry. Your anger may be just the thing to help another. So just today, cut yourself some slack.

healing · new thinking · spiritual lessons

Cleaning house & core issues 2

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I am proud to say my blog was listed in a search under “freaky psychic.” Don’t be jealous. 🙂

Many of us I have mentioned are experiencing some heavy duty cleaning of house and in-your-face core issues coming to the surface. I’ve been experiencing a big time healing that has brought up my core issues and garbage that I’ve carried around since I was tiny! It’s been amazing and wild and I feel like, with this big healing I am in the process of rebirthing myself altogether. My Guides have been along side me all the way and my trust in them has been tested. I believe we should all test our helpers once and while, not blindly trust, and they are coming through this with flying colors. Hang on to all of my blog friends if your core stuff is coming to the surface. It’s time to finally clean house so we can leave it behind. We are being offered now assistance to finally have understanding behind those issues so we can soar higher. More later…

Guardian Angels · healing · Seeing Things

Angel Healing

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In the course of picking up Lilibeth all the time for the past months I pulled out a part of my back and misaligned everything. With lots of talks with Guides and readings with dear friend Pamela, I learned I was carrying way too much that it wasn’t my job to do. This manifested in the back problem and misalignment. When Lils was getting ready to leave, I heard her Angel say I needed to let go; I couldn’t carry her anymore. I hadn’t realized until then that I had been. Before she left, I was doing many healings on her, and attending her healing treatments at her healer’s. We were healing together.

My Angel healers have been working non-stop on me. It’s an amazing feat to watch and feel. It’s as if there are invisible doctors working on each part. When I need to heal and they will work on me, I find myself suddenly very sleepy. I woke up feeling like I had when I’ve had deep massage or a Reiki treatment. Today my back is straighter as if I went to a chiropractor. Because I was pretty out of it when I woke up, I could hear one “helper” talk to me very kindly, giving me care directions.  I am fascinated and amazed. Bad part is, I am a terrible patient. I don’t like to do nothing and sit still. So I’m blogging this morning. 🙂 Boy, these last few months HAVE been intense and very healing for the lightworkers, hasn’t it?

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I don’t agree with Sylvia Browne

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I like the psychic and all, don’t have a thing against her, but I often find that what she shares is very different from my own experience and knowledge. Totally didn’t like her Spirit Guide meditation. Her voice is not meant for a guided talk and it interrupts the process. But anyway, she writes from HER experience, but I don’t like when she claims it is fact and true. She tells how if you hear your spirit guide it will be a high whinny voice. Untrue for myself and my daughter. Times I’ve heard my guide there has been a low voice. Most of the time the voice is delivered in telepathic thoughts. My daughter, who nothing of Sylvia’s books, has ongoing conversations with her Guides, none in a whinny voice because the Guide has to jump dimensions. Some of us can easily pop over there. 🙂

She also says that you probably have never had a lifetime with your Guide. I was told that we shared a lifetime twice.

I guess the purpose of big celebrity psychics writing books, is to help us determine what is truth for us and what is not. I always laugh when their egos get in the way and they tell us their truth is the only truth. Or worse, as we know from this blog and the folks who visit, that many of us can do what the big time celebrity psychics can do. The point is to teach others on their own abilities, not to become a big guru on the mountain, don’t you agree?

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Wise will

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I am learning the difference between wise will connected to my higher self and my lower will connected to my little brain, according to the great book Spiritual Growth by Sanaya Roman, a classic. The other day I stopped at a local healer’s place and tried out a fabulous essential oil, Cardamom. With just a little rub, I felt grounded and calm. That’s the great thing about being a sensitive, a little goes a long way! The healer, Suzanne, noticed I started coughing. She said that meant my feeling area was not aligned with my head. Ain’t that the truth. I’ve been working on head-only decisions, and have lately been learning how to follow my intuition or heart/feelings, according to Sanaya, my wise will. The wise will will lead you through your feelings and what you WANT to do. Today I feel like painting canvases and making essences. My brain is telling me to go fuss on the website and worry. Which do you think I will listen to?

Tomorrow I hope to write about the odd vision I had. There is always so much to write about and share!

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What do we learn from failure?

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Much love to Cathetal who wrote in the comments today, “What appears to be failure and disappointment, is simply the beginning of the path to a new and oftentimes greater success.” Did you ever have words come that you needed to hear right when you needed to hear it? Have you had times when you felt your Angels and Guides were surely out somewhere having a beer ignoring your prayers? Perhaps what appears as failure, is indeed the start of a new path altogether. May we have the strength to see it and not go backwards.

after death communication · Animal Communication

After death

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heaven’s gate vision drawing After being able to talk with Lilibeth when she crossed, I realized how hard it must be for others who didn’t have this ability. For a long time I specialized in this form of communication for clients. The other day I was talking with my husband and said, if I could teach people two things that would be one, how award our animals are, and two, that they don’t die. Yes, they have a soul and a spirit. This is a no-brainer to most of us. More than ever in the past few years I have seen more than ever how this is true. So, for animal after-death readings, you can click here and it will take you to my website. Email me with questions if you need. I will be happy to help. I’d be lost without this ability.  (Oh, and a little heads-up, we make a fairy flower essence called Gazania, that helps with telepathy and hearing our animals).

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Grabbing for Gratitude

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I’m down today. I miss my beagle. Things are dying off in my life and changing and it hasn’t been easy. I’m changing, growing. Come the end of the year, some things I will let go of-business and focus-wise. The doors that are opening are all involving moving into the role of teacher, which suits me fine. It’s time to teach about healing with nature, healing ourselves and our animals, and working with Spirit.

When our moods suck it is always good to grab for some gratitude, I am reminded. So, here goes.

I am grateful for:

1. Lilibeth is no longer in any pain. She can be with Jake, run on grass, and see. I know her spirit lives on. I’ve seen and felt it.

2. The wonderful friends I’ve made in the blogging world who have lent their support and good wishes. I went into creating my design blog for the purpose of making sales. Silly me. What it has become is a place for deep support.

3. My husband and I celebrate our 18th anniversary tomorrow. I am grateful we are still married in spite of how hard life has been in the past few years. We haven’t killed each other, which is a good thing, and we still love each other. I honestly couldn’t have made it this far without him.

4. I grateful for Emma Lou, our reincarnated dog, for Foxy Cleopatra, our angel dog, for Sarah our barking dog, and even Jessica, our 2-legged, who drives me crazy. Everyone stay put for awhile please. 🙂

5. My wonderful close friends, who have gone way beyond my expectations, even when they were going through their own awful stuff, they were there for me.

6. I was able to pay the electric bill and have food, & put gas in the car. Woo-hoo!

7. I am grateful for that glimpse of the bigger me, that feeling that is “all there is”, although I don’t know yet how to integrate that new vision into who I am or who I am becoming. Thank you to my spirit helpers who help me even though I can be a major pain in the ass.

8. A big thanks to all the students I’ve had through the year, who have been willing and excited to learn the information I had to pass along.

When we write our gratitude lists, it is amazing that our values and what is important to us make themselves quite clear.