I’m listening to a great tape–Time Management from the Inside Out–as I drive to school. Of course, the suggestions are for the ideal situation. I find, lately, I rush around like a nut most days, bending to everyone else’s needs, ending the day exhausted and my own fun on the backburner. I realized my time management was more about being centered for me in my own world–not pulled by the many threads around me. I learned this in Nia class the other day also. In Nia, a free-form type of dance class, we bend and flow and scurry around the room. When I switched focus to what other dancers were doing, I actually lost my balance! Back in my own head and my own experience, I felt centered and strong. How fabulous a dance class would be so profound in teaching me. The way I did my process in the class would apply to everything else I do. This week with the help of my ever present and very patient Angel & Fairy Guides, I am focusing on centering.
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I'm Ronni, a designing fairy living among the humans!
I'm a writer, illustrator, designer, and animal communicator/medium who loves to share and teach what I've learned in a fun way, whether it's providing tools in my Help! I'm Sensitive series for the sensitive folk, Healing Fairy Alphabet Deck for connecting to your intuition through Nature, the Idea Emporium for thinking like a designer to get out of boxes, or teaching in a classroom lessons I created, I hope my creations help make life more fun and easier. I like to help my fellow sensitives!
Go where it flows
Much, much thanks to my fellow colleagues and blog pals who wrote and commented on my How Not To Manifest. I am never too scared to lay out my vulnerability and mistakes in this blog. I used to think this wasn’t a good thing, perhaps as a teacher, I should be more “professional” and present myself as “all-wise”and “all-knowing, but I am seeing that we all need to share. We need to share, because when we do, we realize we are not alone, and we have the answers for each other.
Here’s a little excerpt from my Psychic Necessities For Sensitives online class:
I am learning in Dream School with my Guides, the lesson of focusing on what is flowing. Too often, being a sensitive, I will focus on the slights and the rejections because I feel them so strongly. Sometimes, I think we are programmed to do this type of vision from when we are very young. As natural healers we want to fix what is broken, so we focus on what doesn’t work to figure out how to make it work! We need to highlight what does feel good, where things ARE flowing, and where we ARE wanted. This flow is an arrow to where we need to go.
For instance, in my own life, the two college classes I wanted to teach, and were very excited about, have overflowed with students. My 15 room capacity class for animal communication now has 17 students! My book class has a wait list. This tells me that both topics are wanted and this is where I need to teach.
When we first moved here, I tried to teach a local fairy class that no one signed up for! I was devastated, hurt, and felt horribly rejected. Naturally, being new, I wanted community in this new town. After the rejection, I wanted to go back into my shell and was afraid to venture forth again. Of course then, little mind steps in and tells me that what I teach isn’t wanted here! But with the success of an overflowing class for ac this tells that little mind that NO, it IS wanted! I need to focus on that 17 group of students who are eager to learn this subject and what I have to offer, not on the rejected class. My old ways would be to try to do another type of class at the same place that failed. Perhaps if I try harder. Maybe even obsess on that loss. But what we all learned in the Secret, :), is that what we focus on expands. I want more of these eager students! And remembering where I need to go is where it is working, I plan more big classes at the college. 🙂 Then perhaps down the line, when I encounter another class or group that doesn’t work, I know the feeling of a class that does, so I skip the rejection phase and go right for only wanting the class I belong to teach.
Cool empath links I found online
Here’s a few great empath resources I found on the web. Updated!
What kind of empath are you?
http://quizfarm.com/test.php?q_id=50392N
Take my Are you a sensitive? quiz right on this site here.
Interesting forum and definition about empaths:
http://www.freewebs.com/theempath/
Author of the Highly Sensitive Person has a great online self test. Totally dig her books, too.
http://www.hsperson.com/pages/test.htm
Elaine Aron has a newsletter and she wrote this great article on criticism, the sensitive’s killer.
http://www.hsperson.com/pages/2May07.htm
More resources found at:
http://www.empathconnection.com
(If you have a great resource you want me to add, and would then like to exchange links on your site, email me. )
Right here I offer:
- the Care of the Sensitive class (working with Nature to support your Sensitive self)
- 50 Tools for the Sensitive e-book filled with tips and new ways to see yourself as a sensitive and an empath.
- Readings for the Sensitive. Only a fellow one would understand.
- Flower essences just for you.
- On-line classes to develop your empathic, psychic abilities.
February Dogbunny Gazette
The February Dogbunny Gazette newsletter is up a few days early for your pleasure. Visit here.
More on Earth Healing
I received a wonderful computer broadcast that answered some of my questions. In the past, my Guides have told me that the two poles on the planet have switched, changing the magnetics of the earth, which has created lots of vibrational changes to us. What does this mean? Lots of shifts, growing, clearing, all the crazy stuff we are seeing and feeling. A few of the messages I received were validated on this news program. It’s a little long, so if you can sit through it, you will pick up the necessary message, AND realize that you are not going crazy, we are all going through this stuff and feeling it.
Here’s the link:
“Friday January 25, 2008 at 6-7pm PST – Scotlands Dr David Mickel [see below] and Geologist James Tyberonn. ‘TYB’ is an author, channel, and geologist. He has traveled the world as a field geologist & In his travels he has devoted considerable time to studying earth energies, leylines, sacred sites and the vortex-portal and grid systems. His book delves into this topic and he has applied scientific applications to metaphysics toward the understanding what role these “Earth Energies” play in the Ascension. Tyb has studied with Indigenous Shaman all over the world, vision quested 6 times, and studied the indigenous wisdom of earth and plant ceremonies. In between his geology work, he leads tours to sacred sites, and lectures and channels on this topics.. www.Earth-Keeper.com
Listen here: http://www.newsforthesoul.com/index.htm
(On this page, scroll down to the Now Playing area.)
How Not to Manifest
- Obsess over what you don’t have. This is very important for not manifesting what you want.
- Freak out completely over what is missing.
- Begin to deteriorate emotionally and question if your Guides give a flying monkey or not if you eat, or have gas money, or what you need. Don’t trust at all. And absolutely, don’t, under any circumstances, remind yourself of times when your Guides and the Universe came through for you. This may be the time they don’t.
- Feel resentment because what you need isn’t coming from the sources you think it should. Resent everyone. It’s probably their fault.
- Don’t allow yourself to play, relax, or enjoy anything, because after all, you need to only focus on creating what you need. This is the responsible way to do things.
- Be extra hard on yourself for not manifesting what you need. Tell yourself you are flawed in some way or that no one cares about you.
- Force yourself to do things you hate, or that you should do, to get what you want.
- Obsess some more. Obsessing is always a good thing to show the Universe how much you really care.
- And finally, and this is very important, take all of this very, very seriously.
– RONNI HALL, who has learned all of this from experience, I hate to admit.
Sad dreams
I’ve been having so many grief dreams lately! I wonder what kind of energy is floating around in the air. Many of my dreams have the theme of me trying to save people from dying. Now, to be fair, this has been a constant in my life. Perhaps I am clearing out a part of me that needs to be washed away. Perhaps, this is a dream theme because I am trying different avenues to teach, venturing forward in new activities, that brings some fear and anxiety. I am also hearing many ultimatums in my head–either this makes money or it is gone, or I’ve had enough of struggling in ___ area. That tells me my energy is changing and everything else needs to change to. I am wondering if other lightworkers are experiencing these feelings…
What we least expect
I am teaching both a non-credit course in Animal communication in April, and a bookmaking/book design credit course class this spring, in addition to Fairy School and private coaching. I kept thinking I need to put out my flyers for the AC class, when I received the current enrollment update. Imagine my surprise. In as little as two weeks sign up time I filled the class of 15! There’s big hope for this area, and that tells me a big need to relearn this skill. How bloody well exciting! (I do offer an online class in AC, as well as private classes)
And, have you ever notice you go in one direction, and your Guides come in and throw a suggestion or a whisper your way in a direction you never even thought of? I dreamt of finding an old children’s book collection. This dream broke my heart! I had hopes long ago of publishing many children’s books but the timing wasn’t right and the world didn’t agree. I hate dreams like that. Why reawaken the dead? Why bring up old dreams and go down that path again. Unless, of course, we were always meant to…
Friday Check-in at the Fairy Detective’s
This week’s essence is for centering and connecting back to yourself. Pampass Grass! A cool-looking brush-y plant that looks like a stalk of hay with bushy tails. This baby survives throughout the harsh winter. Buy at our store.
For coaching and Fairy School classes for the Sensitive, go here.
What’s New? Psychic Diary Spirit series ebook is now offered at our Designing Fairy new website, where I offer my art and books. Go to http://www.designingfairy.com
How’s the energies? We are learning how to stay centered with the influx of new and powerful energies.
Don’t watch Angel before sleep If you are sensitive
For the past few weeks my family and I have been watching Angel season 4 on DVD. I normally like this show of good vs. evil, but this season is out and out dark. Apparently I in the middle of clearing out big stuff, and the energies have been weird in the world right now-crazy, static-y–so perhaps not the best time to watch. I woke up this morning, again, from a nightmare that closely resembled living through the Holocaust. I appear to be dumping past life stuff or collective stuff! After waking, I realized a big portion of what we were watching on Angel was a big metaphor for the Holocaust. Big oh! But do I need to release and relive this stuff? Has my sensitivity increased that much that I can’t eat processed hotdogs AND watch Angel? Or, is it stuff that needed to clear out? A big clearing….
Ronni's Psychic Room 