When I talk to my dear friend Wendy, I often find myself spontaneously channeling. That happens to her also. I think when we are among like-mindeds we feel good and comfortable and naturally open up and then we hear guidance…for a change. Which leads me to my message today. I heard clearly as we are talking, that many of us are growing and being raised up–why it is hard to deal with the bad stuff, the old systems in place that don’t work, the negativity. It is only when we get caught up in that bad stuff, that we feel really bad, because that’s not where we belong. It’s almost like graduating from high school. We finally grew and learned and are ready for college. If you had to go back and repeat tenth grade, you’d feel awful! It wouldn’t work. It would feel unnaturally wrong. We are being taught a new way of being– a new way to manifest things, do things. It’s different than what many of us are used to. If we try to do things the old way, it is much like going back to tenth grade.
Author: designingfairy
I'm Ronni, a designing fairy living among the humans!
I'm a writer, illustrator, designer, and animal communicator/medium who loves to share and teach what I've learned in a fun way, whether it's providing tools in my Help! I'm Sensitive series for the sensitive folk, Healing Fairy Alphabet Deck for connecting to your intuition through Nature, the Idea Emporium for thinking like a designer to get out of boxes, or teaching in a classroom lessons I created, I hope my creations help make life more fun and easier. I like to help my fellow sensitives!
Validation
For validation on my “rest” entry, I walked by a conversation in the library and picked up only a few words loud and clear. The woman said, “When you rest, you have a better outlook.” At first I thought she was talking to me. I had to laugh out loud. This was a message I needed to hear. I needed to go be still for awhile to hear guidance. I’ve been too lost in the noise in my head. To reinforce the message, the Universe sent me another one. I opened our side door to find a praying mantis the size of Detroit. I looked up my animal cards and the mantis represents being still! I think when you hit a point where you are spinning your wheels, worrying, upset, angry, it probably means you do need to stop for a moment and take a time-out. I find a few flower essences really help me to stop pushing myself and relax–Desert Willow tree, brings in the feminine energy, Anthurium essence, balances out that excess push/male energy (oh, wow, wouldn’t it be great to give the world that right now???), and Arizona Poppy, to stop my obsessive worrying!
On another note, had a great animal communication reading yesterday. Giving this reading reinforced to me how much our animals are aware of their physical illnesses and even what would help themselves.
Angel numbers & announcements
Angel numbers are little reminders that you are being helped. It’s a spiritual shorthand, so to speak. Yesterday I had an overwhelming urge to look at the clock and saw “444”. At Doreen Virtue’s site, she gives the definitions. I wrote this one down here in my journal.
For announcements, new Intuitive page on my website for readings. I’d be happy to be of assistance to those I can help during all this craziness! You can sign up at that page. I will be running the Care of the Sensitive online class, if you are interested, do sign up now. I’ll phase out the other classes unless students are clamoring for them and come forward!
Was talking to the fabulous Pamela Smith yesterday, who is an angel reader, about joining the healers’ coop. Let’s see where I will be led. Everything right now for me is about my big lesson in TRUSTING & letting go of control. Anyone else having a tough time with this lesson??
What do you want?
I think we are all being asked what do we want and what do we need to let go of. Everything is becoming unbearingly obvious what needs to go so there’s no question. The lesson I am learning is to start following my feelings. Sounds easy enough, if I was good at that task. I woke up from a dream visit with my helpers, remembering the message. In the dream, I was at a doctor’s office. He was giving me my credit scores in feeling. I had a 530 and a 620 in how happy I felt. Way below the national average, I was told. It was a funny dream because lately I’ve been more focused on credit scores than on my own happiness. Sometimes logical mind tells you all the reasons you “should” do something or another, but forgets to include if that something will make you happy. I think it is even more ridiculous that most of us forgot to ask ourselves if we ARE happy as if it mattered!
So let me take the time out right now before I am awake and logical to say that THIS is what makes me happy. I love writing. Putting together my blogs. I love making books/projects–illustrating, writing, organizing and designing them. And I love teaching what I learned through this form and hearing that I helped or inspired someone. There. It’s out. I said what my heart wanted to say.
Nasty secret
I have a nasty secret..I yell at my Guides/Guardian Angels. I am so fully human (well, sorta 🙂 that I have days when I get pissy and mad and wonder if my helpers are even helping at all as I look around me and see others faring better who have no clue about their Angels. Yes, very “un” spiritual. Ha ha. So, in those moments, my Guides are rather patient with me as I break down and act like a real jerk. I am thinking that my daughter was right–perhaps I was an angel to my angel in another time and so all this is deserved karma. 🙂
I am always amazed when I meet so-called spiritual people who have managed to avoid emotions and be always positive. They think that having “bad” emotions is very below us and we should always remain positive so we attract what we want, etc. etc. I say poop to that! Part of my earth school assignment, as I see it, is to experience all it has to offer, which includes all the emotions, including me being very petty and pissy sometimes. I won’t fall into the spiritual perfectionism. Besides, most of us are experiencing a great deal of healing and clearing right now, which includes letting out some nasty, old feelings that need to be looked at and then they can leave.
I’m famous!
What a thrill to open up OCTOBER’S FIDO FRIENDLY magazine and see Lorraine Chittock’s article written about how I used my animal communication abilities to help find her lost dog, Bruiser. She tells her personal story on finding him and trusting her intuition to reunite with her best friend. Reading it with tears in my eyes, I realized how much we were all guided to help this beautiful dog. I must have been quite a sight crying in the middle of Barnes and Noble!
The importance of rest
I learned a valuable lesson this weekend. As an empath, it’s quite easy for me to pick up everyone’s “stuff” and be a giant, psychic sponge. I have to be very vigilant in creating protection and clearing that stuff out. Yesterday, I was becoming increasingly cranky and punchy, and I repeatedly ignored my own body’s cry for rest. My psychic channels were clogging–my head hurt. After I finally lied down to take that rest, I woke up clear-headed, calm, and hearing my own guidance. All from resting! Was that possible? When I’m tired, my defenses are down and all the goop in the air comes flying in. Next, I’ll become un-centered. When I’m in that state, I race around trying to take care of everyone’s needs except my own. After that, I can’t hear my own guidance. I only hear my logical mind, which gives some odd advice. So, napping is good psychic self-care!
Head hurts, seeing angels, & freaky new skills
Took Jess to my healers association meeting last night at the library. Well, actually she ran off to the teen zone. There should not be that many healers in one room–my head was aching so much from the energies, I thought it would explode! So, I left early. On the way home, I actually began to see the energy I had absorbed and was clearing it out from my body. This is a fascinating skill. Anyhow, when we got home, Jess and I sat and talked to our Guides and compared notes. I found it freaky that I could hear my own Guide so clearly, especially lately. My Guardian Angel, according to Jess looks very “sexy”, has made frequent appearances. I have always been able to hear others’ guides so easily, but my own logical mind can get in the way of believing my own guide’s voice (occupational hazard). With this big shift we’ve all experienced, my guide is closer and louder than ever before! I asked why and he said mysteriously, that is “according to plan”. Hmmmm. Makes you wonder.
On another note of seeing spirits, my daughter came home yesterday saying some woman with short curly hair (spirit lady) followed her around in school for a short time and said to her “Oh, so you’re her!” I had the sad news later that my aunt who had been quite ill had passed. She had never had the pleasure to meet Jessica. She had short curly hair.
Energy today & Fairy class announcement
Yesterday I bought a car, and I have to say the experience was daunting. I was so fed up with a barrage of “that’s just the way it is” crap. We had just sold our house and paid off our debt and I find I need more revolving debt to have credit. There’s was a ton of bull crap rules and nasty, pushy behavior, and I found myself yelling. I had total intolerance with all the rules in society that make no sense and don’t take into account the needs of the individual in any way. Then I received the energy alert today and once again-beyond freakiness–I am living exactly what she writes–experiencing such frustration with all the old rules and society and old systems! Everything seems like rules and games to play! I don’t have the patience.
For advice on frustration, I follow my wise dog Emma’s advice–to chew on something, preferably something edible.
On another note, I may be phasing out the Fairy School classes and putting the info all into the book. I will either self-publish it or have a publisher, OR, it will be phased into a bigger book of information. I need my energy back in this area. I will be available for teaching and private mentoring.
I’m evolving!
I suppose that’s good, right? I’ve been dreaming almost every night of color and different paintings. It’s like watching good television. Slowly I am being led into this new world. Can I trust it? Will it work out? The little part of me is freaking. I am reading Esther Hick’s book and will attempt to make a creation box. I have a problem with allowing. I identify this problem. I let the past’s failures cloud my vision too well! With the creation box, I put in pictures of what I want and let the Universe take care of it. I can bypass the nastiness, and my logical mind, and just receive…ahhhh. Nice.
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