Author: designingfairy

I'm Ronni, a designing fairy living among the humans! I'm a writer, illustrator, designer, and animal communicator/medium who loves to share and teach what I've learned in a fun way, whether it's providing tools in my Help! I'm Sensitive series for the sensitive folk, Healing Fairy Alphabet Deck for connecting to your intuition through Nature, the Idea Emporium for thinking like a designer to get out of boxes, or teaching in a classroom lessons I created, I hope my creations help make life more fun and easier. I like to help my fellow sensitives!
art · Guardian Angels · Intuition · spiritual lessons

Trusting and letting go and Angels

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After being very down for two days I realized that the problem was I wasn’t letting go of what wasn’t working! That stuff was the old stuff vibrating at a different place than where I was at! Of course! So when I would revisit the old stuff, I felt awful.

Yesterday my husband brought home my paintings from a gallery I had them out for a year. They hadn’t sold one painting and yet there was my energy hanging on the walls, ignored. For a long time I took it personally, but the truth was none of the paintings in their gallery were selling because of the local clientele and the local economy. The gallery was switching to selling to gift store items to survive. Still, when I saw those paintings in my home again, my heart sank. I felt like a failure, not good enough, all the old sh*t. But, what if my art was not meant to be there? And what if having my art in that gallery, in the wrong place, was preventing me from moving on to where I most belonged? This was the case if I looked at that art and I was feeling regret and loss. I didn’t need to be in that place anymore.

On another note, I had the most beautiful dream the other night. I felt the wings of my angel wrap around me and enfold me with such love and comfort. It was a very personal encounter with my angel. Normally, I just hear him in soft whispers through the day. I was in such awe when I woke.

Guardian Angels

Check-in

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I woke up this morning seeing juicy colors and I heard “I want you to feel safe, comforted and supported.” Good way to start the day, eh? I was reading before bed Trusting Your Vibes by Sonia Choquette. Sonia, if you are out there, I love this book! Go out and find a copy if you can.  When I have my doubts on the spiritual/psychic path, reaching for like-minded voices is what helps me the most to get back on track. I think it is only human to have off days and on days.

Earth energies · Flower essences for sensitive · healing

Animal cards

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I just did an animal card reading and picked two appropriate cards–Dove, which is moving between cycles and worlds and Swan (new dreams and new realms), which confirms that I am in that in-between state, where you are leaving the old, but the new hasn’t arrived yet. I bet most of us are in that boat. It is so tempting to do the old stuff, isn’t it? Harder to just have faith the new will arrive shortly.

Earth energies · spirituality

The void

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I’ve decided I must be currently in the void. I’ve never experienced such a weird lack of flow before. It’s like things are in a standstill. Perhaps, I am in a different place right now and everything has to catch up. Areas which are working are blatantly obvious! I think of the one gallery show I am, that has felt bad from the first day. When I saw the show, I felt huge disappointment. Are the energies that easy to feel now? I let the show upset me, but perhaps, that was simply NOT where I belonged. Then, the old feeling of being “different” arrives, and I think, will I ever find that place where I belong? Or am I too different? Can you relate to this at all?

Potions for today: lots of roses (great for emotions) and Salvia.I picked up a great deal of Jessica’s emotional stuff last night (oops, forgot to shield). After a big surge of energy like I experienced yesterday, there’s always a bit of letdown. It’s the void moments when doubt appears. Last night Cauliflower Perelandra essence was indicated, which means I am being reborn in some way. That’s a great essence for helping your new self feel supported. Is that why there is so little movement in some areas like that gallery show?

I want to thank everyone who has visited this blog in the past week. I’ve had record amount of hits and am so excited to help others on their paths. We are trekking onto new territory. It will be a little different.

And on a positive note, GHOST HUNTERS SEASON 3 comes out October 9th! Woo hoo!

art · healing art · metaphysical

New Art-P is for path

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P is for path

I am enjoying creating this new series of art. This is P is for path. Will be available on etsy store, definitely in upcoming book.

empaths

Residue and empaths

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I have to say, since moving this blog to wordpress, I am so enjoying my visitors! My other blog was so quiet and this is out and out lovely!

Yesterday I was in THE worse mood possible. I didn’t know what was wrong with me! I was so angry and depressed. Now being an empath, I figured I probably picked up someone else’s stuff again unwittingly (partially true). I was just plain negative. So, I sat down with my Guides for help and I heard what I was experiencing was “residue left over–hurt, pain and upset.” I felt like I was replaying my past over and over and it was hard to move forward–I didn’t know what I wanted! I think I was caught up in what I was clearing out, and since I was down, I was sponging in all the negative crap that surrounded me! So, I asked for guidance and I was directed to make an “Everything I love” book. I was to cut out all that interested me and that I truly loved right now. I was finding that I was forcing myself to do what I think I should do, rather than what I wanted to do. I cut out beautiful paintings, costumes, books, colors, the Ghosthunter series (everyone knows I love that), and patterns emerged. The path was clearer what I wanted to do pass all the gunk and the should’s . I cried and cried–ah, there’s my spirit! This was a great tool.

As an empath and a sensitive, I find I may merge too much with what is around me and I lose myself. I can feel and know what others want, and my old childhood pattern may push me to be what that is. I am always trying to be a little more “normal” and to fit in, but I suppose that is not my life path.

I put my LOVE BOOK pages on my art blog here.

healing · Intuition

New form of healing evolving

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 I am finding a new form of healing. For the past few years, I’ve seen symbols and colors and have incorporated them into me and my healing. When I was down for the count and clearing out my 2nd chakra “big” stuff, I intuitively knew and could see there was still some of a block that remained. I was instructed in meditation to draw this picture. The next morning I could visibly SEE the block come out of me! (A little freaky I might add).

healing block Many of my psychic pals were telling me that I was moving out generations of “stuff” and at first, I questioned this, but then I was led to a great book in the library (don’t you just love when that happens?), Hank Wesselman’s Spirit Medicine. I opened up the book to a passage that knocked my socks off! “If a serious illness or severe life trauma was endured by one or more of these individuals (ancestors who have crossed over), it’s recorded within their energy system. And since they’re only removed from us by a generation or two, those conditions may affect us, producing distortions in our own fields that manifest illness.” I was clearing out ancestral “female” stuff! How cool is that?

dreams · Guardian Angels · Intuition

Cool dream I had

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I woke up this morning remembering a cool dream I had. I was trying out for a dance troupe! I thought it was a little crazy and spontaneous because although I love to dance, I hadn’t danced in a long time and I wasn’t even prepared for the audition. I went up to the judging committee and told them I didn’t have music to dance to and could I reschedule the audition for tomorrow? They said it was either now or never. A dancer walked by who I recognized as being one of the “elite” and I felt more dejected. One of the dance teachers took me aside and we walked all over campus looking for music for me. I found a album–yes, not a CD, but a vinyl album–of “Live and Let Die” by Paul McCarthy. You know, the James Bond movie theme. I remembered I liked that song and that it was so fun to dance to. We grabbed it and continued on looking for a record player. This dance teacher was determined to have me audition!

I love dreams. They are so fun and entertaining. I woke up feeling that I needed to begin to include more things or actions in my life that gave me joy, whether I was good at it or not. I am so very serious most of the time and very responsible-minded, I forget the silly fun things. Next thing you know, you wake up and you find–hey, there’s no frickin’ joy in my life! I hate to say it, but lately, that is how I am feeling. I think I am guided to include more of it into my life–a constant theme!

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You are not going crazy

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Well, if you are a healer, or a lightworker, or just plain sensitive, you may have felt like you’ve totally lost your mind. After my ordeal of clearing out for 3 weeks and removing a big Axx block, I talked to my healer friends I met over here. EVERYONE was going through this, it wasn’t just me, set off by the solar and lunar eclipses! It was almost as if we all decided, let’s all get rid of our big SH#t finally at once and for all! Stuff you thought you’ve gotten rid of and dealt with raised its evil head! My own block removed related to events I experienced back in 2002! I had no idea I was carrying that stuff around and how much it was affecting my now. I feel freer and different and emptier. 🙂 Hopefully, this will give you some clarity. Thanks to Joy, who pointed out she needed this info. It’s awful–many of us don’t have access to this info. So, if you had stuff come up, weird health issues, and the lot, you are okay! You’re transforming. 🙂 Isn’t that a great word?

What helped me find my way through was:

– talking to good friends–huge thanks to Wendy, Pamela and Britt!

– writing or drawing the STUFF out

– talk to your Guides or helpers or GOD for support and help.

– talk to a professional if you need

– rest or sleep

– read or watch something very fun and upbeat to redirect your mind for a break

– take a good flower essence like RESCUE REMEDY — great for panic and fear

– reconnect to your own intuition — that’s the big one.

Thanks for joining me on the journey…

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Getting there

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the ride In the Yavapai Wester newspaper, I saw this ad. This ad mirrored exactly how I’ve felt! Next time’s healing and shift I want it to be easy and joyful!