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Earth energies · spiritual lessons

Weird and Wild Energies

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It’s been a wild ride lately. Very lucid dreams, lots of Guide and Angel visits around the clock, big downloads and wacky energy. I love teaching and have been very busy lately. Have other lightworkers noticed how dead things are computer-wise? My blogs have been quiet, online biz very, very quiet, and yet teaching has been very busy and lots of flow. Thank Dog I have that! I am being shown which direction to go. I have felt so many changes to myself lately, it is as if now I am discerning what clothes fit me (biz choices, places to work and things to do) and what to throw out and donate.

Another change has been feeling less affected by even really big changes. I am less swept away with my emotions. Perhaps I am learning DUCK ENERGY. I did flip out yesterday when I found out that my course for next fall at the college was removed without my feedback. But, even then, I was watched out for by the Universe–someone caught the slight and renamed the class and threw it back into the schedule. I have a tendency to think the worse and brace myself (which can make perfect sense after a tortuous 2006 and 7), so it’s been wonderful to see I am being supported and taken care of. I had made an intention and announcement to that end to always feel well taken care of. Lately, I have been given gifts by my students, there’s the college save, our new home to be, and everyday this intention has been evident. Nice…. I have so much to share. Angelbeagle visits, seeing energy, spirits setting off alarms. Stay tuned…

empaths · spiritual lessons

Time management for empaths

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I’m listening to a great tape–Time Management from the Inside Out–as I drive to school. Of course, the suggestions are for the ideal situation. I find, lately, I rush around like a nut most days, bending to everyone else’s needs, ending the day exhausted and my own fun on the backburner. I realized my time management was more about being centered for me in my own world–not pulled by the many threads around me. I learned this in Nia class the other day also. In Nia, a free-form type of dance class, we bend and flow and scurry around the room. When I switched focus to what other dancers were doing, I actually lost my balance! Back in my own head and my own experience, I felt centered and strong. How fabulous a dance class would be so profound in teaching me. The way I did my process in the class would apply to everything else I do. This week with the help of my ever present and very patient Angel & Fairy Guides, I am focusing on centering.

healing · spiritual lessons

Deep cleansing & energies now

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The energies are pretty wacky right now. I wake up in the middle of the night many times after deep processing and heavy emotion dreams. My head has been aching and there’s been a ton of downloads of energy. My friends are mirroring the same thing. Most are going through the remains of big issues they have held onto for a great while. Now is the time. It is as if we all decided we would do this work to finally rid ourselves.

I am still learning duck energy, and it is still hard to remain neutral with my daughter who is unknowingly pushing all my sister childhood issues right now. But, I always notice, stuff comes up when you are ready to heal and clear. When the issues are on the surface they are ready to go.

On the good note, I am so enjoying my students right now, and I am preparing to teach a college art course of more students. I am also finding that when I have clarity things flow to me. It’s the getting to that clarity that can be a little daunting.

Must go, Emma Lou is eating something she shouldn’t, again.

spiritual lessons

555, lulls and trying to fix it all

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I keep seeing “555” on the clock. Angel message: Lots of changes headed my way. I’m in the midst of a lull right now. I am naturally impatient, fast energy-kind-of-person, so this January quiet is a little disheartening. I must be careful not to allow this to trigger my fears and go backwards. Always think forward.

I am realizing that I focus on everyone else’s problems to avoid addressing my own. Yesterday after listening to several people I love tell their dilemmas or problems, I stepped outside myself for a moment. Do I always do this? Want to fix it? Make it all better? Can I just listen? For eight years people have come to me with questions and that is what I do–try to help. Try to find answers. I love doing this, but do I need to do this all the time? When I listen to others’ stories I immediately want to jump in. I get too involved. My guidance asked me, what do you want? And I just felt the quiet, the lull. But under the lull, I heard a tiny voice say, What if what I want doesn’t matter?

Flower essences for sensitive · spiritual lessons

Don’t play small!

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I’ve been getting the same message from my Guides, Don’t Act Small. Many of us are receiving this message–to embrace our bigger selves. We are all huge spirits and souls! There are so many ways to act smaller than we are. This message really rang clear recently.

Yesterday was our New Year’s celebration for the Prescott Healing Arts Association. Two lovely members were to lead the group with a guided journey and a labyrinth to walk. I was guided to introduce two essences to the group and talked with our president about this and we agreed that I would start the meeting by passing around the two essences. She felt that since I was guided to present the essences, someone who would come to the celebration needed them. Long story short, after we added another presenter, the presenters had a meeting and decided I was demoted to the greeting desk instead because there wouldn’t be enough time for my presentation. The experience of being left out and slighted greatly upset me. As I pondered what happened I heard “don’t play small!” The message was in my face! Perhaps I had underappreciated my gifts and what I had to offer the group.

I am finding that lately I’ve needed my lessons in my face to “get” them! After much deliberation and talk with the president, we went back to our original plan, and I presented the essences to the group in the circle. Later, I had many folks who came up to me thanking me for the particular essence they took. (I brought Zinnia for fairy joy, and Mexican Poppy for restoring your power center). Indeed, I was meant to bring those essences that day and my message or purpose was just as important as everyone else who was there.

after death communication · Animal Communication · Animals · spiritual lessons

It’s my Bday and Beagle visits

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I am happy to say I had a beagle spirit visit the other day and today! I had a very lucid dream about Lilibeth. I could feel her fur, etc. As I woke up I distinctly felt her energy and it felt WONDERFUL. I remember thinking that my neck hurt. I heard a voice say, “Oh, you can heal that.” So typical Lils, who had been teaching me how to heal and told me before she crossed the rainbow bridge that it was time for me to step into my power as a healer. She said the words so simply, which gave me such great confidence. Very nice.

I also thought the other day about relatives we love who have very different views on politics, religion and even global warming! I am thinking that everything is based on experiences. I believe wholeheartedly in the after-life only because of my experiences I’ve had tell me that is the truth. I can’t deny it after so many experiences that can be documented in so many forms. But I could never expect someone else to believe if they have never ever been touched by death or have had no experiences of the psychic or sensitive nature. They may not be wired that way. It’s not wrong or right, only very different experiences. We believe what we experience and what we are meant to experience. Perhaps in my role as a teacher I needed to experience these things to teach this particular area.

empaths · new thinking · spiritual lessons

I’m learning joy from a puppy

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After some very traumatic yet fascinating experiences–I am learning so much–my goal is to regain joy. Not always an easy thing to do when you’ve been bathed in fear and grief. But somewhere underneath the weeds is the flower!

Emma Lou, our reincarnated basset hound, represents joy to me. She can’t wait to wake up in the morning and play with her toy basket, knock over each toy, explore shoes, and chase her sister around. After being in pain for the past week, I, on the otherhand, have dreaded mornings, but Emma is teaching me otherwise. You would think her day would be boring, but she is the epitomy of simplicity. And it is the simple things that give her the most joy. She loves the sun on her belly, a piece of string gives her moments of fun (I’d say hours but we are talking puppy here), and whenever she sees one of her sisters, she eggs them on to play. We had this “skill”as children, I am sure. How did many of us lose this?

When I was writing and compiling my book, The Fairy Field Guide, the Fairies and Nature Spirits had a continuous message–to bring in joy. Joy was the key to abundance, to happiness, to health. My greatest challenge has been holding on to joy in the midst of deep sadness, disappointment and even, loss of hope. I am finding that my essential nature and soul IS joyous–it’s my natural state, so I am like one big rubber band–always bouncing back to finding that joyful place.

I watched an Academy Award-winning movie on DVD yesterday, Cold Mountain. What the characters endured was the complete opposite of joy, and yet by the end of the movie, they are seen enjoying life and its bounty full-heartedly. I was amazed. After everything they had experienced, wouldn’t you have been broken, shut down from life? Perhaps by feeling the worst of this world they had a greater appreciation for what is joyful and bright. Perhaps they held onto the tiny bit of joy that was hidden in the dark? As an empath and a sensitive, it is all too easy to get lost in the dark and what I feel around me. Maybe the solution is to pull out that joy and that light–the flower– that is hidden in the dark.

new thinking · spiritual lessons

You Don’t Have to do it “right”

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Today, just a little reminder, that you have permission to do things “wrong.”

You can think crappy, resonate at a lower vibration, not think about what you want instead of what you DO want and worry. All of it! You will have off-days. You will have times when you feel angry and are releasing stuff from the past  (that’s a good thing!) You will have days you get swept up in the fear around you (sometimes it is hard not to). You will have days filled with frustration (and who doesn’t?). You are in a human body enjoying earth school, and just like in school, you may fail a class or a test and still continue on. You are here to learn, not get everything “right.” And sometimes, there are no right’s. Sometimes, you are meant to get angry. Your anger may be just the thing to help another. So just today, cut yourself some slack.

healing · new thinking · spiritual lessons

Cleaning house & core issues 2

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I am proud to say my blog was listed in a search under “freaky psychic.” Don’t be jealous. 🙂

Many of us I have mentioned are experiencing some heavy duty cleaning of house and in-your-face core issues coming to the surface. I’ve been experiencing a big time healing that has brought up my core issues and garbage that I’ve carried around since I was tiny! It’s been amazing and wild and I feel like, with this big healing I am in the process of rebirthing myself altogether. My Guides have been along side me all the way and my trust in them has been tested. I believe we should all test our helpers once and while, not blindly trust, and they are coming through this with flying colors. Hang on to all of my blog friends if your core stuff is coming to the surface. It’s time to finally clean house so we can leave it behind. We are being offered now assistance to finally have understanding behind those issues so we can soar higher. More later…

spiritual lessons

Wise will

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I am learning the difference between wise will connected to my higher self and my lower will connected to my little brain, according to the great book Spiritual Growth by Sanaya Roman, a classic. The other day I stopped at a local healer’s place and tried out a fabulous essential oil, Cardamom. With just a little rub, I felt grounded and calm. That’s the great thing about being a sensitive, a little goes a long way! The healer, Suzanne, noticed I started coughing. She said that meant my feeling area was not aligned with my head. Ain’t that the truth. I’ve been working on head-only decisions, and have lately been learning how to follow my intuition or heart/feelings, according to Sanaya, my wise will. The wise will will lead you through your feelings and what you WANT to do. Today I feel like painting canvases and making essences. My brain is telling me to go fuss on the website and worry. Which do you think I will listen to?

Tomorrow I hope to write about the odd vision I had. There is always so much to write about and share!