We took Foxy today to get her little time release liquids thingy in her arm redone (yes, technical terms). I am learning so much from this experience about trusting your guidance and your gut. As soon as she woke she was very shakey but starving. She ate a full portion of dog food with such gusto. Not a normal thing for a dog who is very picky about food and doesn’t ever appear hungry! She insisted on using her dog door to go out yesterday, but that didn’t work out that well. And stood up all day in the vet’s to prove a point! This is one feisty being! She’s still weak, but it’s a massive improvement.

When we had gotten the phone message to come visit her for the last time the other day, my good friend Pamela heard loudly, “Don’t let her do a thing today and saw Tinkerbell.” When we got there, I was so upset to see a very ill Foxy, but I could hear her clearly say, “Get me out of here now.” Everything I saw was conflicting with my very strong empathic feelings that this was wrong. These were not wishful feelings but a clear message! The vet was going on and on about how I could read Foxy poetry as she crossed, and how she probably wants to die at home, and Foxy was getting so angry! She told me to listen carefully and said, “I am not leaving you. I am right by your side. Just get me out of here.” Both Pamela and I let out big laughs when we both heard her express her anger over being put in the grave too early! Her spirit was so strong. She had no intention of leaving, she said.  Now before when she was becoming ill, I had such mixed messages from dreams, from Guides, even from her. But these feelings and messages were strong.

We took her home and I was so anxious, tired and drained. I gave her a ton of Reiki.  I prayed. I checked in with her angels. I saw a ton of fairy lights blink in and out. But then she ate robustly from a spoon–we all were shocked. She insisted on walking around and moving too! This was not a soul that was ready to leave. I told the vet and she just replied, “Oh, well she might be eating because she will need lots of energy to cross.” This same vet said she talked to Foxy through animal communication and Foxy had clearly said she wanted to leave. (She meant, go home to us, because she really hated the energy there).

I am glad I listened. Really listened. She seems a great deal better than from her healing crisis and everyday a little better. We need to be patient. I think she is showing that vet a thing or two, AND teaching me to trust much more than what I see. And today I got some more info on Pamela’s Tinkerbell vision. When Tinkerbell is dying, everyone she knows is asked to clap their hands and say, I do believe in fairies! It’s their belief that creates the miracle. Pam said she found a poster in her room with Tinkerbell that says, “”Wishes Do Come True.”

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author note: Foxy lived another 7 months and only 2 of those  ill. I am glad we listened to guidance to have that additional time.

Thanks for my lovely on-line and off-line friends and students who wrote to my other entry. I asked for more clarity why that situation happened and the Universe was quick. The other night I gave a profound animal communication class. I don’t take credit for it, of course. I was so tired that day, so I asked my Guides to step in and guide me. I love when this happens, because the class always works out so well.

We have our skeptical couple, who I thought for sure wouldn’t return to the second class after hearing some of the “woo-woo” words I used, like “energy” and “vibration.” (I did warn them). But, when they showed up for the next class, I knew they were there for a reason.

I asked the class to break into partners to practice being the communicator and the client to tackle the emotional problems of our animals, and the couple refused to break up. Their reasoning was they knew the issues their animals were having and could best discuss it. I wasn’t sure they were “getting” that we’d tackle these issues psychically and intuitively, rather than with our logical minds. So, I was guided to have one of the other students be the communicator and help out, and they could be the clients. What happened next was exciting.

As the “communicator” picked up more and more of their animal’s energies, the answers flowed, and the couple’s eyes widened. I simply coached her along the process. She was shocked she could do that well receiving communications. The couple was intrigued. Soon, the wife was receiving answers herself and big “a-ha’s.” SHE was being psychic. Her husband amazed, looked at the “communicator” and said, “You’re good.” They had some real answers and insights that didn’t come from the logical brain and I am sure their animals were going to be very happy.

I was amazed. They were willing to open up their world a little wider in their beliefs and look how much they benefited.

The students and I discussed what happened to me in the vet office and we concluded that the vet’s reaction to putting my cards there was about FEAR. I gave the example of, if the aliens landed tomorrow in a big spaceship on the lawn of the town’s city hall, many folks would completely flip out. Their beliefs about the world of what is possible would have to expand and change, and many people don’t want that to happen. It’s too scary. Today we are experiencing so much change that it’s easy to grab onto the old for dear life for safety. That makes sense, but doesn’t work.

I am sure on some level somewhere when I am experiencing fear about my own life, I guarantee I am doing the same, but then I remember what happened to the lovely couple in my class, when they dared to open that window of possibility just a little. What great gifts arrived!