Our beloved 16-year old beagle finally crossed over today at around 10 a.m. She’d been having walking problems and her body finally gave out. She held on like a trooper, holding on because of her love for us. Ironically, I think if the rest of her body had been fine, she’d probably would have lived to be 18 with her healthy, fast beating heart. Thanks to my daughter and to Wendy, who helped me cross her spirit over. Thanks to Pamela who helped translate Lils’ comforting words. I will never ever forget how profound an experience it was, or the feeling Lils gave me of what she was experiencing once on the other side. Heaven really feels like Heaven. 🙂 For once, I was extremely grateful for my gifts to connect to the other side. My husband wrote a beautiful post on his site. Check it out here.
Tag: pet loss
My Beagle is turning into a butterfly
We’ve been taking care of Lilibeth, our beagle, who is in the process of transitioning. A few days ago she stopped eating and her front legs started to give out. She insisted on doing this the natural way, and now she is sleeping a great deal. She’s been my little beagle for at least 15 1/2 years, maybe more. She’s one stubborn cookie, always insisting on her own way, even now. The other day I saw several blinks above her head and tuned in to an angel with yellow hair. The angel communicated that I could let go, she would take care of Lils. I do believe that angel is our Foxy, our other dog, who has shown me her real self several times. As Lils sleeps, I’ve seen many little lights around her, and have been reassured many times. My main concern is if I am doing all I can for her during this process. She’s been very vocal to me lately, which has helped. She seems to be mostly in the dreamtime now, cuddling her big bear Montana. Foxy checks on her every now and then. Honestly, I want her to be able to walk and run again easily, and see clearly. I just wish she could do all that now, here. Even being able to see and experience the other realms so easily, I still prefer to have her on this journey with me in the physical, but I know that isn’t best for her any more. I think there is an exit portal around this time frame. Lucy left her body the same time last year, and Jakey, her beloved brother, a few years before.
Anniversaries
You may have had someone who has crossed over-whether animal or person–in the past years. And on that anniversary date, although you may be involved and busy, not thinking at all of what is going on or about that date, a part of you will remember. Last year around this time, our Miss Lucy got very sick. We are slowly approaching the actual date. I found myself crying and angry out of nowhere and then I realized what was occurring only after checking the calendar and looking at old e-mails. And even though our Lucy is back with us in new form, I still feel the trauma of her passing. These are all normal thoughts–what could I have done? I remember how she suffered. It is as if all the little threads of grief that were never healed come up for just that reason. Be kind to yourself and smooth over those rough edges.
Ronni's Psychic Room 