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Manifesting and Odd Timing

Sometimes what we want can be manifested years ahead and not when we intended. I found a whole bunch of drawings from my sketchbook including this one back in 2007 when I was trying to manifest my ideal backyard:

My backyard now has rose bushes everywhere and flowering bushes. I just planted vegetables (although, between you and me, the celery looks a little wonky), and there’s a ton of amazing trees. There’s lots of privacy and I can paint outside but I like to inside. And Emma Lou, like in the drawing, is happily strolling along the garden with the Fairies. The fence looks like that also. And the pet door.

Could be manifesting or just psychic vision. That happens a great deal, too. Interesting…

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Go where it flows

Much, much thanks to my fellow colleagues and blog pals who wrote and commented on my How Not To Manifest. I am never too scared to lay out my vulnerability and mistakes in this blog. I used to think this wasn’t a good thing, perhaps as a teacher, I should be more “professional” and present myself as “all-wise”and “all-knowing, but I am seeing that we all need to share. We need to share, because when we do, we realize we are not alone, and we have the answers for each other.

Here’s a little excerpt from my Psychic Necessities For Sensitives online class:

I am learning in Dream School with my Guides, the lesson of focusing on what is flowing. Too often, being a sensitive, I will focus on the slights and the rejections because I feel them so strongly. Sometimes, I think we are programmed to do this type of vision from when we are very young. As natural healers we want to fix what is broken, so we focus on what doesn’t work to figure out how to make it work! We need to highlight what does feel good, where things ARE flowing, and where we ARE wanted. This flow is an arrow to where we need to go.

For instance, in my own life, the two college classes I wanted to teach, and were very excited about, have overflowed with students. My 15 room capacity class for animal communication now has 17 students! My book class has a wait list. This tells me that both topics are wanted and this is where I need to teach.

When we first moved here, I tried to teach a local fairy class that no one signed up for! I was devastated, hurt, and felt horribly rejected. Naturally, being new, I wanted community in this new town. After the rejection, I wanted to go back into my shell and  was afraid to venture forth again. Of course then, little mind steps in and tells me that what I teach isn’t wanted here! But with the success of an overflowing class for ac this tells that little mind that NO, it IS wanted! I need to focus on that 17 group of students who are eager to learn this subject and what I have to offer, not on the rejected class. My old ways would be to try to do another type of class at the same place that failed. Perhaps if I try harder. Maybe even obsess on that loss. But what we all learned in the Secret, :), is that what we focus on expands. I want more of these eager students! And remembering where I need to go is where it is working, I plan more big classes at the college. 🙂 Then perhaps down the line, when I encounter another class or group that doesn’t work, I know the feeling of a class that does, so I skip the rejection phase and go right for only wanting the class I belong to teach.

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How Not to Manifest

  1. Obsess over what you don’t have. This is very important for not manifesting what you want.
  2. Freak out completely over what is missing.
  3. Begin to deteriorate emotionally and question if your Guides give a flying monkey or not if you eat, or have gas money, or what you need. Don’t trust at all. And absolutely, don’t, under any circumstances, remind yourself of times when your Guides and the Universe came through for you. This may be the time they don’t.
  4. Feel resentment because what you need isn’t coming from the sources you think it should. Resent everyone. It’s probably their fault.
  5. Don’t allow yourself to play, relax, or enjoy anything, because after all, you need to only focus on creating what you need. This is the responsible way to do things.
  6. Be extra hard on yourself for not manifesting what you need. Tell yourself you are flawed in some way or that no one cares about you.
  7. Force yourself to do things you hate, or that you should do, to get what you want.
  8. Obsess some more. Obsessing is always a good thing to show the Universe how much you really care.
  9. And finally, and this is very important, take all of this very, very seriously.
    – RONNI HALL, who has learned all of this from experience, I hate to admit.
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Important Message about growing

When I talk to my dear friend Wendy, I often find myself spontaneously channeling. That happens to her also. I think when we are among like-mindeds we feel good and comfortable and naturally open up and then we hear guidance…for a change. Which leads me to my message today. I heard clearly as we are talking, that many of us are growing and being raised up–why it is hard to deal with the bad stuff, the old systems in place that don’t work, the negativity. It is only when we get caught up in that bad stuff, that we feel really bad, because that’s not where we belong. It’s almost like graduating from high school. We finally grew and learned and are ready for college. If you had to go back and repeat tenth grade, you’d feel awful! It wouldn’t work. It would feel unnaturally wrong. We are being taught a new way of being– a new way to manifest things, do things. It’s different than what many of us are used to. If we try to do things the old way, it is much like going back to tenth grade.

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I’m evolving!

I suppose that’s good, right? I’ve been dreaming almost every night of color and different paintings. It’s like watching good television. Slowly I am being led into this new world. Can I trust it? Will it work out? The little part of me is freaking. I am reading Esther Hick’s book and will attempt to make a creation box. I have a problem with allowing. I identify this problem. I let the past’s failures cloud my vision too well! With the creation box, I put in pictures of what I want and let the Universe take care of it. I can bypass the nastiness, and my logical mind, and just receive…ahhhh. Nice.