Tag: Being Sensitive

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Pulling away old beliefs; self esteem

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I love how the Universe throws in your face what you need to work on when you need to work on it. Many times, the stuff coming up is the stuff that is finally ready to leave. In the past few weeks, my past arrived at my front door–all the old stuff that brought with it old messages that when I tell myself these things I feel like poo. Had it become so automatic in me to talk to myself like that?

Our relatives visited and with them came very old roles I no longer fit into, as well as, old familiar insecurities and bad feelings from long ago. Then there were the old friends which brought back very old roles & a teenage persona, and I realized how different a person I was now. But why were the feelings that came up as raw as if I were back in those school days? Because when the stuff is leaving it IS in your face. It’s time for it to leave! All this old stuff I realized, was a great deal of other people’s stuff that I took personally. As an empath, I often do that. I get lost in the goop and forget to get out.

But that visit and the old friends & the old stuff brought me grown-up realizations which is a good thing. There were old beliefs. One big one yesterday I’d like to share. My folks believed (and still do) that your worth is based on how things look. So, whenever my life or I didn’t measure up, or wasn’t as good as, or didn’t appear big or exciting enough, I wasn’t worth while. This belief was so buried down I had no idea I even thought it! (I actually had an old boyfriend in college look at me and tell me I wasn’t glamorous enough! That same belief coming up to clear.) And you know what? Here, all along, it wasn’t my belief to begin with!

Gradually I am realizing my life, for me, is about how I feel. Am I happy? Does what I do make me feel good? Help others? Do I feel good? My soul and who I am is much more than how I appear, as for everyone of you.

What beliefs have come up for you lately that are ready to vamoose? I’ll give you a clue which ones are the old ones, any belief that starts out by saying, “You should be _____ (fill in the blank), to be acceptable.” Let it go…

Animal Communication · Flower essences for sensitive · Guardian Angels · healing

The Dogbunny Zine is here

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Where Art Meets Intuition. I had such a good time creating this zine. Here’s some excerpts:

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We are all energy-I get it!

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I am one of those folks who believe it when I see it, or in this case, feel it. I suppose that is why I have in the last few years seen quite a few miraculous things. The other night, I was wide open, traveling in meditation, and had the amazing discovery that we are all energy or vibrations like stations on a radio. Okay, now we all know this. We’ve read it, heard it. But it was the first time I really felt it–it was exaggerated.

Sarah, our teagle beagle, jumped on the bed with her morning nervous energy. I felt her static, hyper energy, that to me felt physically very uncomfortable. I winced. I felt it on my own body as nervousness, that jumpy feeling. Then Emma Lou jumped on the bed, and her energy or radio station felt like it was set to “calm” or “elevator music.” Her energy was flowing and felt gentle and soft. Very comfortable to me. I realized on the microscopic feeling level, that is why some folks resonate with us and some don’t, although we are not consciously aware of it.

The other night I watched my classmates’ video creations in the DVD class. Our assignment was to edit film clips to accompany a piece of music of our choosing. Several of the movies were hard for me to watch. There was flashing, hard images and loud, jarring music. My eyes felt assaulted. Some folks’ energy is like this to me, only because my energy is different, although I do have days when my energy is like Sarah’s morning energy, and I suppose to Emma Lou, I am very jarring. Those days Emma doesn’t dig the music I am playing.

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Not everyone is empathic

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I had a recent experience with my adopted daughter’s counselor that revealed that not everyone is empathic and I often assume they are. Just because I am, and I live at a level of deep feeling, doesn’t mean everyone is. This can be frustrating. I thought the woman, who is a good counselor for my daughter, understood what I was describing and feeling, but then she said something that revealed, she didn’t get it at all! She thought she did, but she didn’t. She was even very left field. I thought if she had really heard, put all the obvious pieces together, and SEEN, she would have gotten it.

Being empathic can be difficult. We see. We see many layers simultaneously as plain as day. We can often feel what others are feeling and understand the big picture easily. You KNOW your friend isn’t upset about the phone bill, but her lack of communication with her family. You KNOW the really issues, the real problem. Our frustration can be when others can’t return the favor. They had no idea we felt that way. We have to tell them.

I often think that in previous lifetimes I must have been a no-nonsense, all-logic, non-feeling type, and this lifetime is my just reward, or seeing more positively, just my learning experience to create some balance.


Animal Communication · Guardian Angels · healing

Fairy School makes the radio!

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Go check out my online radio interview now featured about all the woo-woo stuff I do. 🙂 It’s Mrs. Claus’ inspirational and transformational radio show on the Family Yak channel. Click here.

http://thefamilyyak.com/?p=116

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Build-up and being psychic

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I am finding that now that I am doing much more ac readings, and I going back into that pool, I am having much less headaches. Many times I will have such a buildup in energy occur where I will actually see sparks and energy. I am wondering then, if by using my abilities I am working with the energies to flow through and use, so I am not experiencing such a build-up. For so long I felt I’d try to be “normal” and mainstream myself for awhile, avoiding who I am. I can’t. I am a very intuitive person. I need to use it and not fight it. Come out of the closet, so to speak, and say, this is what I do! No matter how freaky it may be to some. This information really helps people and their animals.

I used to watch Ghost Whisperer, when we watched a great deal of tv (we only rent shows now or watch online). On the show, the main character embraced her gift regularly to help others, as painful & as frustrating as that can be sometimes. Her mother, on the other hand, denounced that ability, and had terrible headaches. Makes me wonder…

But, I have also noticed, that when someone is particularly negative towards me or even if there is a spirit in the room bugging me, my head will ache in my psychic spot. I think I need to really listen to my body, which has a psychic wisdom all its own.

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Nature is great

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I haven’t been in Nature for a great while. I went to the park today and I felt like an empty bottle filling up!

Why is Nature so good for Empaths and Sensitives? Because we tend to blend and merge with our environments to gather information. What better place to merge with then a park in Nature? Nature replenishes, gives back to us. Nature gives us energy we can fill back up with, and in return we give back our newly replenished positive energy and light. FAbulous.

Animal Communication · Earth energies · healing

Being empathic can suck sometimes

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I am like the posterboard model for the new energy alert at What’s UP On Planet Earth. I think I have the same Guides. 🙂 When I read the alert this morning–very early indeed–I almost flipped how much it matched what I was feeling. Foxy had a huge clearing emotionally tonight after waking from sleep twice, and I was right along with her. Kidneys are the seat of fear and I was told she was clearing out years and years of fear (she had a terrible fear of thunderstorms most of her life that brought complete terror). I was feeling what she felt and was in such fear myself, having tons of nightmares and fearful thoughts; much of what I needed to release that I probably never expressed.  Lots of Rescue Remedy later and lots of Reiki for us both, and we are now both calmer and Foxy ate her early breakfast with gusto again. Weird energies! Must we feel it all so intently?

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Does it feel right?

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I have found with all the advice or guidance I receive, the best source to listen to is my gut. Now, my gut has been out, so that’s not a good thing. I’ve been too upset about Foxy being sick. I’ve had Guide messages, friends helping, dreams, but it’s the old empathic guidance system that works the best. The guidance I need to listen to feels right. When something was off or didn’t ring clear, it felt wrong. I could almost hear the record skip! It’s hard to hear when fear gets in the way, or your worse fears are rearing their heads. It’s funny, as Foxy’s kidneys are flushed out of all toxins, I feel most of my fears and old stuff being flushed to the surface. We are so connected to our animals.

after death communication · Angel Guide communication · Animal Communication · classes · empaths · Guardian Angels · Intuition · Spirits · spiritual lessons

Radio!

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I was just interviewed by Mrs. Claus on the Family Yak channel– an inspirational and spiritual (but not religious) podcast online radio show in Australia. It was wonderful. Will find out soon the url to send everyone too.  I was able to talk about everything I teach–animal communication, working with the Fairies, my Fairy School, helping the Sensitives. So exciting! The funny thing was my ear was ringing most of the time. Lots of helpers assisting me with the interview, I’d say. 🙂