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Changes

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Have you been going through some major changes? I’ve noticed this is my body. Lots of clearing out and healing big stuff and then lots of readjustments to my body. I’ve been very affected by all the new feminine energy coming in, as have many of my fellow healers. It’s all change, and if we can remind ourselves to not fight it all along the way, we shall be fine! And there’s been the big changes in the earth screaming out too. I am finding my usual path is to “make things happen.” We are all cocreators, aren’t we? And we need to do some kind of guided action, right? But I think some of us are better than others in allowing or receiving, and others, like myself, are better at doing and action. This has been the hardest adjustment for me to make–shift to trusting, allowing. It feels too strongly like giving up. This brings up too many fears. But gratefully, for the first time yesterday, I noticed–finally–a path appearing. Perhaps, most of what I was attempting wasn’t fully aligned, I thought. Is that possible? All these plans I had were not on path??? My friends are sighing, finally she gets it. A few doors have opened and I like this new direction. I want more! What’s helped me through these changes?

— readings for myself! Ha ha. Talking with my own Guides and helping others do the same. I find the more psychic work I do, the more balanced I feel! It’s like I am using this energy coming through to help, rather than let it build up inside of me.

— Flower essences support. Some essences that have helped greatly are: Desert Willow (to go with the flow!), Oak (for helping to shift and change while feeling supported), Scarlet Poppy (for hearing higher guidance among the noise), White Rose (to feel lifted up away from the noise), and Periwinkle (for sorting through all the information and changes happening) all available at our store.

— Talking to like-minded pals; I then feel less “crazy” when I know others are on the same path.

— Use any new abilities you are developing. They are there for a reason. They are part of your new path and role. I am finding my knowledge and abilities in medical intuition have fully blossomed!

— Don’t try to do things the way others do them or “how it’s done”. I can attest to this–it won’t work! We are grasshoppers using grasshopper energy! We make huge leaps forward in our own way. Keep that in mind.

Hang in there. We are being guided–like blind puppies in the dark! (Sorry, Lils).

(Need a reading for yourself or animals, or some essences, stop by my site. I’d be glad to help).

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I ask myself

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Today I see at this time I am putting most of my energy out–taking care of others, sharing my work in several ways, etc. How can I replenish and take in the energy I need?

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Clear the ground

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Today I am feeling energetic. 🙂 I had exciting news yesterday that I may be teaching a few college art classes in the spring, and I’ve been psyched ever since! I’ve been cleaning out my closet, going through clothes, and straightening out the house. It’s a good Saturday. I am usually too busy to take care of the clearing, organizing and decluttering, much less find two socks that match, so this feels good. I didn’t realize I was receiving spiritual guidance to clean until I found a book on another blog called


  

The Seed Handbook by Lynne Franks, that interested me. Imagine my surprise when I read an excerpt from the book that said,

“Clearing the ground
Where you create the space and stretch your time to enable you to see your vision.
Before any garden can be seeded, the ground has to be prepared. The rocks and weeds need clearing, the earth has to be turned and the nutrients introduced.
Starting a business is the same way. You have to clear the clutter from your life, internally and externally.”
Guardian Angels · spiritual lessons

Frustration

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I am feeling general frustration at the moment. I am putting out way too much energy and not seeing my needs met. I think this happens as a pattern for me. I am continually saying “why do I have to work so hard?” What to do? My gut tells me to step back for awhile. Let all that I put out to perculate for awhile. Take time to self-nurture even for a day. I am noticing many things not working out and wondering what has happened to my once amazing gift to manifest? I read in Sanaya Roman’s great book, Creating Money, that if you don’t take the time to self-nurture and tend to your own balance you may find yourself experiencing lack. This may be the case as I’ve been working so hard.  I need to talk with my Guides tonight and see what the message is, and see what is truly being appreciated and can stay, and what I need to let go of.

Flower essences for sensitive · spiritual lessons

Negativity–someone else’s poop

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How do you know you’ve been exposed to negativity? You feel bad. Out and out bad. It can be your own worst thoughts, messages from childhood, other people’s poop, violence on tv, or even someone else’s aggressive behavior.  When I encounter negativity, whether the words were “well-meaning” or not, my head will hurt right in my psychic spot. If I ignore that feeling, the ache will increase. If the room is filled with negativity, my stomach may even hurt. Our bodies are instant barometers of what is good for us and what is bad. I love how simple it can be. For instance, a friend gives you a criticism. If it is a truth, it will resonate. Your body may tense for a moment, but then it will relax a bit in that truth. If it was someone else’s poopy disguised as help, this is how it will feel: BAM! OUCH! YUCK! You may even feel shame, bad, and you will lose energy like you are standing in quicksand. You’ve been just been doused with negativity, regardless of how well-meaning it was, your body knew the truth. Don’t make your self wrong–that feeling you had is right. Run away! Don’t walk to the nearest exit. Create a boundary this minute. Put up that wall.

My Guides taught me that it is perfectly okay to walk away and leave a room. My husband and I were once in a room with a doctor who was supposably helping our daughter. He began to speak pure drivel at one point and was not listening to us, lost in his own world. I remembered the Guides advice and a good friend that told me I can always leave to say I’m going to the bathroom. No one disputes that. I excused myself with that excuse in hand, and never came back! I headed straight to the car (after telling my husband what I was doing). If I stayed one more minute arguing with that man, I would have suffered. He didn’t care, he was oblivious.

It helps to know that many times it IS someone else replaying their own poop, so then you can detach and walk away. To the sensitive, you’ve usually picked up a bit anyway, so walking will help you detach and see what is yours and what isn’t. With the Nature Spirits advice, I made Pumpkin essence, which is great for clearing out others’ stuff after you’ve picked it up. This has been a God-send many times over.

And one more thing, always look for intentions. WHY is someone saying something to you? Is their intention good? To really help? Or is it so they feel superior? Like the “friend” who corrects your spelling when you share your intimate piece of poetry? (Again, that’s someone else’s poop).

Intuition · spiritual lessons

Thinking out of the box

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Today’s reminder is to think out of the box! I hadn’t realized until recently that I naturally tend to think out of the box. I thought I was like most folks. But perhaps, I’m already a little different in my line of work. Everyday my assumptions about the world and the animals are challenged and I learn something new. I like that. Old rules don’t serve me well. I tend to just try things out without thinking of the dreaded “rules”. Some rules that start with “that’s how it’s done” “that’s how it is” and the like, always feel bad to me. Perhaps, because we are meant to break through the have-done’s and try something new! We are here as the explorers to break through barriers, start a new way when the old way doesn’t work.

We just watched a beautiful series on DVD about the Earth. At the end of the series, conservation of the animals and the planet was discussed. We’re losing animals left and right to extinction and changing the planet to global warming. Time to start thinking differently, I thought, on a global level. Not easy when our government seems to have different ideas and likes to think the same way. It’s frustrating. And on a smaller scale in my own life, I see this when I posted my online gallery exhibit. I was recently presented with a list of rules how an exhibit is done. It’s a Ronni exhibit. It has its own delicious rules. No more boxes, folks. I like to look up and see a sun on my ceiling. 🙂

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Important Message about growing

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When I talk to my dear friend Wendy, I often find myself spontaneously channeling. That happens to her also. I think when we are among like-mindeds we feel good and comfortable and naturally open up and then we hear guidance…for a change. Which leads me to my message today. I heard clearly as we are talking, that many of us are growing and being raised up–why it is hard to deal with the bad stuff, the old systems in place that don’t work, the negativity. It is only when we get caught up in that bad stuff, that we feel really bad, because that’s not where we belong. It’s almost like graduating from high school. We finally grew and learned and are ready for college. If you had to go back and repeat tenth grade, you’d feel awful! It wouldn’t work. It would feel unnaturally wrong. We are being taught a new way of being– a new way to manifest things, do things. It’s different than what many of us are used to. If we try to do things the old way, it is much like going back to tenth grade.

Guardian Angels · spiritual lessons

Angel numbers & announcements

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Angel numbers are little reminders that you are being helped. It’s a spiritual shorthand, so to speak. Yesterday I had an overwhelming urge to look at the clock and saw “444”. At Doreen Virtue’s site, she gives the definitions. I wrote this one down here in my journal.

For announcements, new Intuitive page on my website for readings. I’d be happy to be of assistance to those I can help during all this craziness! You can sign up at that page. I will be running the Care of the Sensitive online class, if you are interested, do sign up now. I’ll phase out the other classes unless students are clamoring for them and come forward!

Was talking to the fabulous Pamela Smith yesterday, who is an angel reader, about joining the healers’ coop. Let’s see where I will be led. Everything right now for me is about my big lesson in TRUSTING & letting go of control. Anyone else having a tough time with this lesson??

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Nasty secret

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I have a nasty secret..I yell at my Guides/Guardian Angels. I am so fully human (well, sorta 🙂 that I have days when I get pissy and mad and wonder if my helpers are even helping at all as I look around me and see others faring better who have no clue about their Angels. Yes, very “un” spiritual. Ha ha. So, in those moments, my Guides are rather patient with me as I break down and act like a real jerk. I am thinking that my daughter was right–perhaps I was an angel to my angel in another time and so all this is deserved karma. 🙂

I am always amazed when I meet so-called spiritual people who have managed to avoid emotions and be always positive. They think that having “bad” emotions is very below us and we should always remain positive so we attract what we want, etc. etc. I say poop to that! Part of my earth school assignment, as I see it, is to experience all it has to offer, which includes all the emotions, including me being very petty and pissy sometimes. I won’t fall into the spiritual perfectionism. Besides, most of us are experiencing a great deal of healing and clearing right now, which includes letting out some nasty, old feelings that need to be looked at and then they can leave.

Intuition · spiritual lessons

I’m evolving!

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I suppose that’s good, right? I’ve been dreaming almost every night of color and different paintings. It’s like watching good television. Slowly I am being led into this new world. Can I trust it? Will it work out? The little part of me is freaking. I am reading Esther Hick’s book and will attempt to make a creation box. I have a problem with allowing. I identify this problem. I let the past’s failures cloud my vision too well! With the creation box, I put in pictures of what I want and let the Universe take care of it. I can bypass the nastiness, and my logical mind, and just receive…ahhhh. Nice.