I have a new ebook out. It is the first one in a series of color-coded diaries–notes on my journey and what I’ve learned from my Guardian Angels and my Spirit Helpers, including, tips on grounding, psychic boundaries, manifesting and more. Here’s some excerpts:
The book is in cool diary form. Check it out here on my site.
My friends and I seem to all be having a tough time of it lately emotionally. So much stirring up, and so much core stuff being jiggled to the top, so I went into meditation and asked my helpers what was happening! Here’s the message I received (this is what came out verbatim. Please ignore the grammar errors!)
“Restructuring happening with everything. What you are feeling–crashing down of defenses–an influx of energy coming in to clear and cleanse, put into place, to restore order. But first there is a release. In all healing there is a release of old and what is not working or damaged. This can be dramatic.
Establish a middle, a center, a safe place within, among the “ruin.”
The empaths are feeling it the most–seeing restructuring on many levels, feeling others’ releases. Tremendous change is being experience on all levels for everyone.
For each person there will be a different direction given (on what to do to feel peace again). An inner voice telling you what needs to be done to restore your own inner order. That is the greater purpose–to reconnect to that inner, wise voice.”
I hope that helps a bit!
I read in Karen’s What’s Up on Planet Earth that what we are all experiencing is the darkness right now. As we go up the ladder, higher and higher, we are bound to pass the darkness leaving all around us. Now, sometimes the negativity IS in us, wanting to leave. I, and my loved ones and friends, are feeling all of this strongly. We are all dealing with our core, deep issues. You know, the ones that push that little button that throws you back to when you were a little child. The uglies! It’s time to do some house-cleaning and clean up and get rid of that core belief that you learned that doesn’t even to begin to reflect who you are inside! Yes, we weren’t really seen for the bright stars that we were. How could we be? We were raised by folks who didn’t see or were taught to see their own shining light. We can heal this for them too. Bring that nasty belief out of the woodwork now. Unfold it and lay it out on the bed before you. Yes, it’s nasty. Yes, it hurts, but it isn’t real. It’s not a truth. And now, it’s out in the open, lying right in front of you, so it can’t hide anymore.
Feel that pain and break away from the mask you once worn that tried to hide you from this false truth, whether the mask showed up as an addiction, a stress reliever, or a compulsive obsession. Mine is..hopefully, was, work. I thought (deep down inside) that what I accomplish is ME. What I DO to please others is ME. Now I am experiencing a mini-death to my mask-self. Mask-self isn’t working. It’s not fixing the belief or making it go away. All that is left is ME. And then I have to feel the pain that I felt before I made this mask-self so I would be “Okay.” Big frickin’ OUCH. But, you know what? It wasn’t ME and will never be ME. And ME is enough. And anyone who thinks or feels ME isn’t enough, doesn’t deserve to be in my new little universe.
Gut honesty. Gut vulnerability. I showed you mine, what’s yours?
So, what’s going on in the world now? I think many of us who are sensitive are feeling lots of changes in the air. If you are empathic, you are probably picking up on a great deal of free-floating fear that may be bringing up your own. I have felt a great deal of change in my own life wanting to be stirred up! On a positive note, my talks with my Angels & Guides has increased. I wanted to know why my feeling of lack of support lately was originating. Imagine my surprise when I was pulled outside of myself to see the big picture! I was shown and taught that I came here to SEE what happens when there are many conditions place on me with a delayed or lack of reward. I needed to learn how to reward myself, and once again, focus on what feeds and nurtures me and gives me the most joy (a frequent Fairy teaching I’ve received).
I love these big picture knowings from the Angels, but they it is not always easy to make that shift in the practical world, is it? I was advised to work with the OAK tree to help with this shift and all the crazy shifts I was currently experiencing in my body lately, since the lunar eclipse (darn moon feminine energy!)
Have you been going through some major changes? I’ve noticed this is my body. Lots of clearing out and healing big stuff and then lots of readjustments to my body. I’ve been very affected by all the new feminine energy coming in, as have many of my fellow healers. It’s all change, and if we can remind ourselves to not fight it all along the way, we shall be fine! And there’s been the big changes in the earth screaming out too. I am finding my usual path is to “make things happen.” We are all cocreators, aren’t we? And we need to do some kind of guided action, right? But I think some of us are better than others in allowing or receiving, and others, like myself, are better at doing and action. This has been the hardest adjustment for me to make–shift to trusting, allowing. It feels too strongly like giving up. This brings up too many fears. But gratefully, for the first time yesterday, I noticed–finally–a path appearing. Perhaps, most of what I was attempting wasn’t fully aligned, I thought. Is that possible? All these plans I had were not on path??? My friends are sighing, finally she gets it. A few doors have opened and I like this new direction. I want more! What’s helped me through these changes?
— readings for myself! Ha ha. Talking with my own Guides and helping others do the same. I find the more psychic work I do, the more balanced I feel! It’s like I am using this energy coming through to help, rather than let it build up inside of me.
— Flower essences support. Some essences that have helped greatly are: Desert Willow (to go with the flow!), Oak (for helping to shift and change while feeling supported), Scarlet Poppy (for hearing higher guidance among the noise), White Rose (to feel lifted up away from the noise), and Periwinkle (for sorting through all the information and changes happening) all available at our store.
— Talking to like-minded pals; I then feel less “crazy” when I know others are on the same path.
— Use any new abilities you are developing. They are there for a reason. They are part of your new path and role. I am finding my knowledge and abilities in medical intuition have fully blossomed!
— Don’t try to do things the way others do them or “how it’s done”. I can attest to this–it won’t work! We are grasshoppers using grasshopper energy! We make huge leaps forward in our own way. Keep that in mind.
Hang in there. We are being guided–like blind puppies in the dark! (Sorry, Lils).
(Need a reading for yourself or animals, or some essences, stop by my site. I’d be glad to help).
We took Lilibeth, our beagle, to the acupuncturist and healer yesterday. If you ever wondered if dogs release like we do from healing, they do! Dogs, I learned in a recent reading I did, release through exercise and play. They must move around to express their pain or upset, or even built-up energy. If they aren’t able to, like our Lilibeth, who has a hard time moving around from her arthritis, dogs will bark, and bark, or act out. After each healing, Lilibeth will bark and bark. I was in such panic the first time this happened. And I must say, it is very hard to hear our animals when they are screaming! She had already had her painkiller and I heard to the right to me (my Guide), that what she was releasing was emotional pain. I grabbed for our Salvia potion, which did the trick. She calmed down considerably. The last visit, Jessica and I sat with her and began doing hands-on work and Reiki. There was one shudder of Lil’s body, and she gave me a dazed look. Next thing I know, she is fast to sleep on her bed! She had released whatever was stuck inside! Just like us, our dogs have their own emotional stuff to work through that will often manifest in the body. Little by little, they deal with their stuff, learn and release, much like us.
I just did an animal card reading and picked two appropriate cards–Dove, which is moving between cycles and worlds and Swan (new dreams and new realms), which confirms that I am in that in-between state, where you are leaving the old, but the new hasn’t arrived yet. I bet most of us are in that boat. It is so tempting to do the old stuff, isn’t it? Harder to just have faith the new will arrive shortly.
I am finding a new form of healing. For the past few years, I’ve seen symbols and colors and have incorporated them into me and my healing. When I was down for the count and clearing out my 2nd chakra “big” stuff, I intuitively knew and could see there was still some of a block that remained. I was instructed in meditation to draw this picture. The next morning I could visibly SEE the block come out of me! (A little freaky I might add).
Many of my psychic pals were telling me that I was moving out generations of “stuff” and at first, I questioned this, but then I was led to a great book in the library (don’t you just love when that happens?), Hank Wesselman’s Spirit Medicine. I opened up the book to a passage that knocked my socks off! “If a serious illness or severe life trauma was endured by one or more of these individuals (ancestors who have crossed over), it’s recorded within their energy system. And since they’re only removed from us by a generation or two, those conditions may affect us, producing distortions in our own fields that manifest illness.” I was clearing out ancestral “female” stuff! How cool is that?
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