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Angel Healing

In the course of picking up Lilibeth all the time for the past months I pulled out a part of my back and misaligned everything. With lots of talks with Guides and readings with dear friend Pamela, I learned I was carrying way too much that it wasn’t my job to do. This manifested in the back problem and misalignment. When Lils was getting ready to leave, I heard her Angel say I needed to let go; I couldn’t carry her anymore. I hadn’t realized until then that I had been. Before she left, I was doing many healings on her, and attending her healing treatments at her healer’s. We were healing together.

My Angel healers have been working non-stop on me. It’s an amazing feat to watch and feel. It’s as if there are invisible doctors working on each part. When I need to heal and they will work on me, I find myself suddenly very sleepy. I woke up feeling like I had when I’ve had deep massage or a Reiki treatment. Today my back is straighter as if I went to a chiropractor. Because I was pretty out of it when I woke up, I could hear one “helper” talk to me very kindly, giving me care directions.  I am fascinated and amazed. Bad part is, I am a terrible patient. I don’t like to do nothing and sit still. So I’m blogging this morning. 🙂 Boy, these last few months HAVE been intense and very healing for the lightworkers, hasn’t it?

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If you like my writing…

I have a new ebook out. It is the first one in a series of color-coded diaries–notes on my journey and what I’ve learned from my Guardian Angels and my Spirit Helpers, including, tips on grounding, psychic boundaries, manifesting and more. Here’s some excerpts:

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The book is in cool diary form. Check it out here on my site.

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Spirit Message on Earth energies now

My friends and I seem to all be having a tough time of it lately emotionally. So much stirring up, and so much core stuff being jiggled to the top, so I went into meditation and asked my helpers what was happening! Here’s the message I received (this is what came out verbatim. Please ignore the grammar errors!)

“Restructuring happening with everything. What you are feeling–crashing down of defenses–an influx of energy coming in to clear and cleanse, put into place, to restore order. But first there is a release. In all healing there is a release of old and what is not working or damaged. This can be dramatic.

 Establish a middle, a center, a safe place within, among the “ruin.”

The empaths are feeling it the most–seeing restructuring on many levels, feeling others’ releases. Tremendous change is being experience on all levels for everyone.

For each person there will be a different direction given (on what to do to feel peace again). An inner voice telling you what needs to be done to restore your own inner order. That is the greater purpose–to reconnect to that inner, wise voice.”

I hope that helps a bit!

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Earth Energies now

So, what’s going on in the world now? I think many of us who are sensitive are feeling lots of changes in the air. If you are empathic, you are probably picking up on a great deal of free-floating fear that may be bringing up your own. I have felt a great deal of change in my own life wanting to be stirred up! On a positive note, my talks with my Angels & Guides has increased. I wanted to know why my feeling of lack of support lately was originating. Imagine my surprise when I was pulled outside of myself to see the big picture! I was shown and taught that I came here to SEE what happens when there are many conditions place on me with a delayed or lack of reward. I needed to learn how to reward myself, and once again, focus on what feeds and nurtures me and gives me the most joy (a frequent Fairy teaching I’ve received).

I love these big picture knowings from the Angels, but they it is not always easy to make that shift in the practical world, is it? I was advised to work with the OAK tree to help with this shift and all the crazy shifts I was currently experiencing in my body lately, since the lunar eclipse (darn moon feminine energy!)

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Changes

Have you been going through some major changes? I’ve noticed this is my body. Lots of clearing out and healing big stuff and then lots of readjustments to my body. I’ve been very affected by all the new feminine energy coming in, as have many of my fellow healers. It’s all change, and if we can remind ourselves to not fight it all along the way, we shall be fine! And there’s been the big changes in the earth screaming out too. I am finding my usual path is to “make things happen.” We are all cocreators, aren’t we? And we need to do some kind of guided action, right? But I think some of us are better than others in allowing or receiving, and others, like myself, are better at doing and action. This has been the hardest adjustment for me to make–shift to trusting, allowing. It feels too strongly like giving up. This brings up too many fears. But gratefully, for the first time yesterday, I noticed–finally–a path appearing. Perhaps, most of what I was attempting wasn’t fully aligned, I thought. Is that possible? All these plans I had were not on path??? My friends are sighing, finally she gets it. A few doors have opened and I like this new direction. I want more! What’s helped me through these changes?

readings for myself! Ha ha. Talking with my own Guides and helping others do the same. I find the more psychic work I do, the more balanced I feel! It’s like I am using this energy coming through to help, rather than let it build up inside of me.

Flower essences support. Some essences that have helped greatly are: Desert Willow (to go with the flow!), Oak (for helping to shift and change while feeling supported), Scarlet Poppy (for hearing higher guidance among the noise), White Rose (to feel lifted up away from the noise), and Periwinkle (for sorting through all the information and changes happening) all available at our store.

Talking to like-minded pals; I then feel less “crazy” when I know others are on the same path.

Use any new abilities you are developing. They are there for a reason. They are part of your new path and role. I am finding my knowledge and abilities in medical intuition have fully blossomed!

Don’t try to do things the way others do them or “how it’s done”. I can attest to this–it won’t work! We are grasshoppers using grasshopper energy! We make huge leaps forward in our own way. Keep that in mind.

Hang in there. We are being guided–like blind puppies in the dark! (Sorry, Lils).

(Need a reading for yourself or animals, or some essences, stop by my site. I’d be glad to help).

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Frustration

I am feeling general frustration at the moment. I am putting out way too much energy and not seeing my needs met. I think this happens as a pattern for me. I am continually saying “why do I have to work so hard?” What to do? My gut tells me to step back for awhile. Let all that I put out to perculate for awhile. Take time to self-nurture even for a day. I am noticing many things not working out and wondering what has happened to my once amazing gift to manifest? I read in Sanaya Roman’s great book, Creating Money, that if you don’t take the time to self-nurture and tend to your own balance you may find yourself experiencing lack. This may be the case as I’ve been working so hard.  I need to talk with my Guides tonight and see what the message is, and see what is truly being appreciated and can stay, and what I need to let go of.

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Angel numbers & announcements

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Angel numbers are little reminders that you are being helped. It’s a spiritual shorthand, so to speak. Yesterday I had an overwhelming urge to look at the clock and saw “444”. At Doreen Virtue’s site, she gives the definitions. I wrote this one down here in my journal.

For announcements, new Intuitive page on my website for readings. I’d be happy to be of assistance to those I can help during all this craziness! You can sign up at that page. I will be running the Care of the Sensitive online class, if you are interested, do sign up now. I’ll phase out the other classes unless students are clamoring for them and come forward!

Was talking to the fabulous Pamela Smith yesterday, who is an angel reader, about joining the healers’ coop. Let’s see where I will be led. Everything right now for me is about my big lesson in TRUSTING & letting go of control. Anyone else having a tough time with this lesson??

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What do you want?

I think we are all being asked what do we want and what do we need to let go of. Everything is becoming unbearingly obvious what needs to go so there’s no question. The lesson I am learning is to start following my feelings. Sounds easy enough, if I was good at that task. I woke up from a dream visit with my helpers, remembering the message. In the dream, I was at a doctor’s office. He was giving me my credit scores in feeling. I had a 530 and a 620 in how happy I felt. Way below the national average, I was told. It was a funny dream because lately I’ve been more focused on credit scores than on my own happiness. Sometimes logical mind tells you all the reasons you “should” do something or another, but forgets to include if that something will make you happy. I think it is even more ridiculous that most of us forgot to ask ourselves if we ARE happy as if it mattered!

So let me take the time out right now before I am awake and logical to say that THIS is what makes me happy. I love writing. Putting together my blogs. I love making books/projects–illustrating, writing, organizing and designing them. And I love teaching what I learned through this form and hearing that I helped or inspired someone. There. It’s out. I said what my heart wanted to say.

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Nasty secret

I have a nasty secret..I yell at my Guides/Guardian Angels. I am so fully human (well, sorta 🙂 that I have days when I get pissy and mad and wonder if my helpers are even helping at all as I look around me and see others faring better who have no clue about their Angels. Yes, very “un” spiritual. Ha ha. So, in those moments, my Guides are rather patient with me as I break down and act like a real jerk. I am thinking that my daughter was right–perhaps I was an angel to my angel in another time and so all this is deserved karma. 🙂

I am always amazed when I meet so-called spiritual people who have managed to avoid emotions and be always positive. They think that having “bad” emotions is very below us and we should always remain positive so we attract what we want, etc. etc. I say poop to that! Part of my earth school assignment, as I see it, is to experience all it has to offer, which includes all the emotions, including me being very petty and pissy sometimes. I won’t fall into the spiritual perfectionism. Besides, most of us are experiencing a great deal of healing and clearing right now, which includes letting out some nasty, old feelings that need to be looked at and then they can leave.

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Head hurts, seeing angels, & freaky new skills

Took Jess to my healers association meeting last night at the library. Well, actually she ran off to the teen zone. There should not be that many healers in one room–my head was aching so much from the energies, I thought it would explode! So, I left early. On the way home, I actually began to see the energy I had absorbed and was clearing it out from my body. This is a fascinating skill. Anyhow, when we got home, Jess and I sat and talked to our Guides and compared notes. I found it freaky that I could hear my own Guide so clearly, especially lately. My Guardian Angel, according to Jess looks very “sexy”, has made frequent appearances. I have always been able to hear others’ guides so easily, but my own logical mind can get in the way of believing my own guide’s voice (occupational hazard). With this big shift we’ve all experienced, my guide is closer and louder than ever before! I asked why and he said mysteriously, that is “according to plan”. Hmmmm. Makes you wonder.

On another note of seeing spirits, my daughter came home yesterday saying some woman with short curly hair (spirit lady) followed her around in school for a short time and said to her “Oh, so you’re her!” I had the sad news later that my aunt who had been quite ill had passed. She had never had the pleasure to meet Jessica. She had short curly hair.