Year: 2010

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Flippy Floppy Website

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A little announcement–my website has been on-again off-again. My hosting is all screwed up right now and I’ve been trying to square it away the past few months. I’ve been playing with the idea of making a new one with new domain for the Fairy Online School, but waiting to hear guidance on that. So, in the meantime, I’ll be hanging around here and you can reach me on this blog.

I am doing some readings again–slowly being pulled back in. Contact me through this blog. See readings page.

Lots of wild realizations, abilities increasing, and change over here.

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An Empath Goes To The Movies

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Anyone who knows me knows that I love movies. I dig the story. One of my guilty pleasures has been joining Netflix. So, for my new blog feature, I rate the movies for sensitivity level and appeal. Here’s my reviews from a Sensitive’s point of view of the latest movies I watched:

  1. Coco Before Chanel

I didn’t dig this movie. I love clothes and fashion, but this one dragged on and on. And I usually love Audrey Tatou of Amelie fame, but she frowned a great deal and brooded through most of the 2 hours, which contrasted with her Amelie portrait of optimism. When the writers introduce the car, you already know what is coming.

Sensitive rating: 7 for too much emotional angst that an empath may walk away feeling.

2. UP

What a fun and upbeat, feel good movie. For dog lovers, you will love the “talking” dogs. The writers must be dog parents because they “get” their unique point of view. I like the message carried throughout the movie of finding family however it comes and the take on aging with truly living.

Sensitive rating: 2 for a little sadness in the beginning. (The beginning really hit a nerve with me.) Possible animal cruelty but the animals are protected and saved in the long run so safe to watch.

And 3. Big sensitivity warning this week.

Don’t watch A Haunting: the series.

Sensitive rating: 10 I actually had the worst migraine watching this show recently. Like most of us, much of my sensitivity has increased. The slightest  negativity wreaks havoc on my system. Reactments of actual hauntings, much that are negative and highly violent, are the fare for this show. I did not know this going in. When the Warrens come in and proclaim every haunting is a demon, a part of me check outs. Stay away Sensitives.

Until next time…

For help with your sensitivity, see my Psychic tips, or sign up for the Care of the Sensitive class on the Online Classes page. You can also sign up for a reading.  I am also working hard on a new Ebook to help you.

empaths · sensitivity · spiritual lessons · whimsical illustration

Empaths carry too much

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Everyone I know is going through major stuff.

It’s like we all decided that now is the time to really deal with the big issues of our lives, and get rid of major karma–major hindrances–so we can finally be free. Unfortunately, this doesn’t always look or feel pretty. I joke lately how what I’ve gone through in the the past six months equaled the combined experiences of the dentist’s root canal, a pap smear and having to give a speech in grade school class totally unprepared. As hard as it has been, on the positive side, I am also clearing out major beliefs that I held onto for years.

What I’ve discovered…

Have you ever stopped and realized how much of our stuff isn’t our stuff at all? As sensitive folk, this is much the case. We carry so much for others without realizing it. In my work on healing, I’ve seen so much I’ve picked up and internalized from my loved ones, and even beliefs or issues that were my parents from long ago. Perhaps as sensitive little empaths, we sponged all that wasn’t said or acknowledged, and in our desire to help, we took it on.

How much of us believe the following:

  • Parents should sacrifice themselves completely for their children.
  • We are only as worthy as the amount we give to others.
  • Carrying for others is caring.
  • What we do and accomplish = our worth.
  • Who you are is either bad or good as judged by your behaviors.

It’s amazing how much these beliefs can block us. I found that out.

And now, it’s like I am having a huge identity crisis. Who am I without the old life and these beliefs that shaped my world? I guess I will soon find out.

(character: the scientist)

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It’s a good time for Fairies

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I’m excited that the great gals organizing the Damsels in Destress retreat asked me back. Last year, I had a great time hanging out with my BFF, Wendy. Imagine my surprise when they told me that they didn’t want a lecture on animal communication, but Fairies! They read about my Fairy School and wanted me to share all my info on that. Interestingly enough, right now I am working on a new proposal for the Fairy Field Guide. Maybe it’s time now for the Fairies. We’ve all lost our joy, our spunk, our deep connection to ourselves. It makes sense.

I am putting together a new website for the Fairy Online School. Keep reading here for details. However I am guided…

Animals · dogs art · healing art

Honoring Foxy

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A year ago on January 31st, my dear friend and angel, Foxy Cleopatra crossed over. In honor of her today, I post these pictures. She has visited many times through this very tough year. Crap, if I knew the year was going to be that hard, I would have went with her! Gratefully, 2009 is over. She was a wonderful teacher, friend, and companion and miss her physical presence.

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What I’ve learned about myself

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Once the dust settled and the pain has subsided more, I realize I am learning so much about myself that was buried for years. For the first time in twenty years, I am alone, and at first, scary, it is beginning to feel very freeing.  I went practically to my parents’ house to my husband’s house with only a few years in between in a dorm room. It’s amazing how we lose ourselves in what we think others want us to be. Perhaps, this really is my new adolescence.

So, to make a list honoring my new found knowledge, I give you my “What I’ve Learned About Myself List”:

  1. I am not and have never been a soccer mom. I hate that cart-the-kid-everywhere persona and you have no life. That is not me. ( No disrespect to the soccer moms out there who are better matched). I always saw myself as someone who would carry their baby in a backpack while visiting museums and flower gardens and traveling the world. I see myself more as a teacher for a child.
  2. I like going to sleep late. I’m not a real night owl but 9-10 pm bedtime feels right and I love to write at 3 a.m.
  3. I like unscheduled time that lasts for hours. It’s nirvana for me.
  4. I am not thrilled with rural areas, and yet, that is all I’ve lived in for the past twenty years. I miss the city.
  5. I like sex because I am a very sensual person. I like textures, feelings, touch.
  6. I hated dealing with therapists all the time and teachers, etc. It was a huge drain having everything revolve around the kid with no results, no growth and no reward, but a ton of abuse. If she had grown from it all and thrived, it would have felt worth it. Sacrifice everything as a parent is a very false belief. What you have left is nothing for yourself or even to give.
  7. I like not answering to anyone. I can make my own schedule. I can decide what I want and need. This is a new concept for me. I am so used to being focused on everyone else’s needs.
  8. I like having my car and that means my own control and steering. I enjoy driving.
  9. I hated that I couldn’t be angry and say what I wanted for fear I’d be abandoned. I see now that was wrong. You should be able to still say what you need, express your truth and anger, and not have fear someone will shut off or punish you.
  10. I need community and belonging to thrive.
  11. I’m not simple. I am a complex being with lots of depth. I’ll never be simple. My mind never stops going. I am highly intellectual and analytical.
  12. I’d hate being a foster mom or respite mom or anything like that working with kids all the time in the house. I’d hate it. I hated being reduced to a role and not a person, without alone time I’d overload everyday.
  13. I like some positive limelight. I like seeing my name on books and getting recognition.
  14. I am not a morning person, nor will I ever be. I like getting up at 9 am. I once had a job that started at 7 a.m.and I spent the first few hours delirious and clumsy. I’m still not sure how I drove to work each day.
  15. I love watching movies lately. I love analyzing the story writing. Good writing really feeds me.
  16. I love having friends. I depend on them and I love having and giving to them. I love having so many friends on Facebook to rely on and communicate with, and I feel great that I don’t have to feel guilty that I am that social or have to look over my shoulder.
  17. I love the arts. I really don’t like hiking. It feels silly to me. I like sitting in nature. I am not athletic except for dancing. This is who I am.
  18. I really hate board games. They feel ridiculous to me. I get “bored” so easily.
  19. I hate pop music, especially the teenaged-singers. It feels too bubblegum and canned for me. The station 102.7 is annoying; like nails on a chalkboard.
  20. I think that God’s greatest gift are dogs.
  21. And, I am finding I can pick up what others are not saying and what is happening underneath so easily lately, that it’s like an unspoken dialougue. I do think that would explain my impatience. I already got it, felt it, know, and then I want to move on to the next thing. I guess that is why small talk gives me headaches.

What’s your list?

empaths · Intuition · sensitivity

Recognizing Energies

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I’ve been quite absent from my biz and my blog. As I prepare for a rebirth, there is much to do. I am still contemplating the fate of my website, ronniannhall.com, as my name may even change, and my focus is changing. I am still awaiting guidance.

I’ve been learning so much lately–huge lessons! The energies in the air are pretty wild lately. You almost need one of those pool floaty things to stay above the water. Many souls have been leaving, and many huge shake-ups. Gratefully, I am hearing my guidance louder than ever. I’ve got stalker Guides!

So, let’s talk about energy. It’s the perfect new age woo-woo term that has gone mainstream. I am learning the fine art of recognizing energy. Creepy stalker guy friend who appears to be helpful and nice, but something doesn’t feel right at all? Listen to that feeling. That creepy feeling was an alternative motive. Don’t listen to the words, but notice the feeling.

For many of us, we have shut down our feelers. Strong empaths may have learned this survival technique. But this is our lifeline! Find a safe place to feel and then tune in: creepy feeling, good feeling, sad feeling? And listen to your gut. Everything may LOOK perfect, but does it feel good?