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Guardian Angels · spiritual lessons

Angel numbers & announcements

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angel numbers

Angel numbers are little reminders that you are being helped. It’s a spiritual shorthand, so to speak. Yesterday I had an overwhelming urge to look at the clock and saw “444”. At Doreen Virtue’s site, she gives the definitions. I wrote this one down here in my journal.

For announcements, new Intuitive page on my website for readings. I’d be happy to be of assistance to those I can help during all this craziness! You can sign up at that page. I will be running the Care of the Sensitive online class, if you are interested, do sign up now. I’ll phase out the other classes unless students are clamoring for them and come forward!

Was talking to the fabulous Pamela Smith yesterday, who is an angel reader, about joining the healers’ coop. Let’s see where I will be led. Everything right now for me is about my big lesson in TRUSTING & letting go of control. Anyone else having a tough time with this lesson??

Guardian Angels · spiritual lessons

Nasty secret

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I have a nasty secret..I yell at my Guides/Guardian Angels. I am so fully human (well, sorta 🙂 that I have days when I get pissy and mad and wonder if my helpers are even helping at all as I look around me and see others faring better who have no clue about their Angels. Yes, very “un” spiritual. Ha ha. So, in those moments, my Guides are rather patient with me as I break down and act like a real jerk. I am thinking that my daughter was right–perhaps I was an angel to my angel in another time and so all this is deserved karma. 🙂

I am always amazed when I meet so-called spiritual people who have managed to avoid emotions and be always positive. They think that having “bad” emotions is very below us and we should always remain positive so we attract what we want, etc. etc. I say poop to that! Part of my earth school assignment, as I see it, is to experience all it has to offer, which includes all the emotions, including me being very petty and pissy sometimes. I won’t fall into the spiritual perfectionism. Besides, most of us are experiencing a great deal of healing and clearing right now, which includes letting out some nasty, old feelings that need to be looked at and then they can leave.

Intuition · spiritual lessons

I’m evolving!

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I suppose that’s good, right? I’ve been dreaming almost every night of color and different paintings. It’s like watching good television. Slowly I am being led into this new world. Can I trust it? Will it work out? The little part of me is freaking. I am reading Esther Hick’s book and will attempt to make a creation box. I have a problem with allowing. I identify this problem. I let the past’s failures cloud my vision too well! With the creation box, I put in pictures of what I want and let the Universe take care of it. I can bypass the nastiness, and my logical mind, and just receive…ahhhh. Nice.

art · Guardian Angels · Intuition · spiritual lessons

Trusting and letting go and Angels

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After being very down for two days I realized that the problem was I wasn’t letting go of what wasn’t working! That stuff was the old stuff vibrating at a different place than where I was at! Of course! So when I would revisit the old stuff, I felt awful.

Yesterday my husband brought home my paintings from a gallery I had them out for a year. They hadn’t sold one painting and yet there was my energy hanging on the walls, ignored. For a long time I took it personally, but the truth was none of the paintings in their gallery were selling because of the local clientele and the local economy. The gallery was switching to selling to gift store items to survive. Still, when I saw those paintings in my home again, my heart sank. I felt like a failure, not good enough, all the old sh*t. But, what if my art was not meant to be there? And what if having my art in that gallery, in the wrong place, was preventing me from moving on to where I most belonged? This was the case if I looked at that art and I was feeling regret and loss. I didn’t need to be in that place anymore.

On another note, I had the most beautiful dream the other night. I felt the wings of my angel wrap around me and enfold me with such love and comfort. It was a very personal encounter with my angel. Normally, I just hear him in soft whispers through the day. I was in such awe when I woke.