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Guardian Angels · spiritual lessons

Frustration

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I am feeling general frustration at the moment. I am putting out way too much energy and not seeing my needs met. I think this happens as a pattern for me. I am continually saying “why do I have to work so hard?” What to do? My gut tells me to step back for awhile. Let all that I put out to perculate for awhile. Take time to self-nurture even for a day. I am noticing many things not working out and wondering what has happened to my once amazing gift to manifest? I read in Sanaya Roman’s great book, Creating Money, that if you don’t take the time to self-nurture and tend to your own balance you may find yourself experiencing lack. This may be the case as I’ve been working so hard.  I need to talk with my Guides tonight and see what the message is, and see what is truly being appreciated and can stay, and what I need to let go of.

Earth energies

Energy today & Fairy class announcement

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Yesterday I bought a car, and I have to say the experience was daunting. I was so fed up with a barrage of “that’s just the way it is” crap. We had just sold our house and paid off our debt and I find I need more revolving debt to have credit. There’s was a ton of bull crap rules and nasty, pushy behavior, and I found myself yelling. I had total intolerance with all the rules in society that make no sense and don’t take into account the needs of the individual in any way. Then I received the energy alert today and once again-beyond freakiness–I am living exactly what she writes–experiencing such frustration with all the old rules and society and old systems! Everything seems like rules and games to play! I don’t have the patience.

For advice on frustration, I follow my wise dog Emma’s advice–to chew on something, preferably something edible.

On another note, I may be phasing out the Fairy School classes and putting the info all into the book. I will either self-publish it or have a publisher, OR, it will be phased into a bigger book of information. I need my energy back in this area. I will be available for teaching and private mentoring.