I have a new ebook out. It is the first one in a series of color-coded diaries–notes on my journey and what I’ve learned from my Guardian Angels and my Spirit Helpers, including, tips on grounding, psychic boundaries, manifesting and more. Here’s some excerpts:
The book is in cool diary form. Check it out here on my site.
Today’s reminder is to think out of the box! I hadn’t realized until recently that I naturally tend to think out of the box. I thought I was like most folks. But perhaps, I’m already a little different in my line of work. Everyday my assumptions about the world and the animals are challenged and I learn something new. I like that. Old rules don’t serve me well. I tend to just try things out without thinking of the dreaded “rules”. Some rules that start with “that’s how it’s done” “that’s how it is” and the like, always feel bad to me. Perhaps, because we are meant to break through the have-done’s and try something new! We are here as the explorers to break through barriers, start a new way when the old way doesn’t work.
We just watched a beautiful series on DVD about the Earth. At the end of the series, conservation of the animals and the planet was discussed. We’re losing animals left and right to extinction and changing the planet to global warming. Time to start thinking differently, I thought, on a global level. Not easy when our government seems to have different ideas and likes to think the same way. It’s frustrating. And on a smaller scale in my own life, I see this when I posted my online gallery exhibit. I was recently presented with a list of rules how an exhibit is done. It’s a Ronni exhibit. It has its own delicious rules. No more boxes, folks. I like to look up and see a sun on my ceiling. 🙂
I suppose that’s good, right? I’ve been dreaming almost every night of color and different paintings. It’s like watching good television. Slowly I am being led into this new world. Can I trust it? Will it work out? The little part of me is freaking. I am reading Esther Hick’s book and will attempt to make a creation box. I have a problem with allowing. I identify this problem. I let the past’s failures cloud my vision too well! With the creation box, I put in pictures of what I want and let the Universe take care of it. I can bypass the nastiness, and my logical mind, and just receive…ahhhh. Nice.
After being very down for two days I realized that the problem was I wasn’t letting go of what wasn’t working! That stuff was the old stuff vibrating at a different place than where I was at! Of course! So when I would revisit the old stuff, I felt awful.
Yesterday my husband brought home my paintings from a gallery I had them out for a year. They hadn’t sold one painting and yet there was my energy hanging on the walls, ignored. For a long time I took it personally, but the truth was none of the paintings in their gallery were selling because of the local clientele and the local economy. The gallery was switching to selling to gift store items to survive. Still, when I saw those paintings in my home again, my heart sank. I felt like a failure, not good enough, all the old sh*t. But, what if my art was not meant to be there? And what if having my art in that gallery, in the wrong place, was preventing me from moving on to where I most belonged? This was the case if I looked at that art and I was feeling regret and loss. I didn’t need to be in that place anymore.
On another note, I had the most beautiful dream the other night. I felt the wings of my angel wrap around me and enfold me with such love and comfort. It was a very personal encounter with my angel. Normally, I just hear him in soft whispers through the day. I was in such awe when I woke.
 I am finding a new form of healing. For the past few years, I’ve seen symbols and colors and have incorporated them into me and my healing. When I was down for the count and clearing out my 2nd chakra “big” stuff, I intuitively knew and could see there was still some of a block that remained. I was instructed in meditation to draw this picture. The next morning I could visibly SEE the block come out of me! (A little freaky I might add).
Many of my psychic pals were telling me that I was moving out generations of “stuff” and at first, I questioned this, but then I was led to a great book in the library (don’t you just love when that happens?), Hank Wesselman’s Spirit Medicine. I opened up the book to a passage that knocked my socks off! “If a serious illness or severe life trauma was endured by one or more of these individuals (ancestors who have crossed over), it’s recorded within their energy system. And since they’re only removed from us by a generation or two, those conditions may affect us, producing distortions in our own fields that manifest illness.” I was clearing out ancestral “female” stuff! How cool is that?
I woke up this morning remembering a cool dream I had. I was trying out for a dance troupe! I thought it was a little crazy and spontaneous because although I love to dance, I hadn’t danced in a long time and I wasn’t even prepared for the audition. I went up to the judging committee and told them I didn’t have music to dance to and could I reschedule the audition for tomorrow? They said it was either now or never. A dancer walked by who I recognized as being one of the “elite” and I felt more dejected. One of the dance teachers took me aside and we walked all over campus looking for music for me. I found a album–yes, not a CD, but a vinyl album–of “Live and Let Die” by Paul McCarthy. You know, the James Bond movie theme. I remembered I liked that song and that it was so fun to dance to. We grabbed it and continued on looking for a record player. This dance teacher was determined to have me audition!
I love dreams. They are so fun and entertaining. I woke up feeling that I needed to begin to include more things or actions in my life that gave me joy, whether I was good at it or not. I am so very serious most of the time and very responsible-minded, I forget the silly fun things. Next thing you know, you wake up and you find–hey, there’s no frickin’ joy in my life! I hate to say it, but lately, that is how I am feeling. I think I am guided to include more of it into my life–a constant theme!
Today has been odd and I wonder if anyone else is noticing the energies are just weird. I am in a bit of a transition lately. Flow has stopped in some areas, flowing in another. I guess I need to go where the flow is! It’s funny how I get such clear answers for other people, yet it is so hard sometimes to hear for myself. I will doubt it for me. I’ll think, is that my own head or my Guides? It’s clearer for others. I am already more impartial. Today I was asked to just rest as my body is acting a little odd from the lunar eclipse. I am wondering if anyone else is having these experiences???
I’ve been praying for some answers and validation for downloads and symbols I’ve been getting. Over the course of the last few years I’ve had these. And much like how things work out, I went out of my way to ask two healers for info to no avail. The other night we went to an art reception for a gallery show I’m in. I was excited to see Pamela, an angel healer and fellow artist. I don’t know what posessed me to ask but, I asked her about the downloads. Turns out the girl knew exactly what I meant! We spent the rest of the evening talking psychic chat and she gave me the validation I so needed. Seems my art will reflect this new info I receive, and my healing work will be very different indeed soon. More about this journey later…
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