Hearing

The theme of Hearing has been on my mind lately.

I am noticing I am hearing psychically more and more. This can be a great asset for my business helping others. I simply tune in and I hear messages loudly and clearly. Long ago, when I first started this work, I’d have to sit down and clear my mind and try to meditate first. It felt like a struggle to hear correctly and I doubted much of what I received because I was so new at it. (That’s hope for those just starting out). Not so anymore. It’s always there like a fast moving stream I tap into.

I easily hear my Guides also, now instead of in mediation, often throughout the day. It feels like light-bulb moments of knowing.

On the downside, I pick up telepathically from many sources and this can cause foggy thinking and confusion. I find myself having conversations with people, and even arguments, from far away. The other day, I picked up on thoughts and energy of a client an entire day before a session, and didn’t know it until after the fact. Not a good thing. I am realizing I need to have my Doorkeeper stronger in place and create better psychic filters as this ability expands.

I am also noticing where I don’t feel heard. Being heard is very important in relationships. You may have a different opinion on what I should do or think, but hear me, and what is important to me. When you don’t hear me it is usually because you are in the way. That’s a big indication you are seeing through your filter and experiences. That’s a good reminder for me not to take things personally at those times when I don’t feel heard.

I am hearing my girls better lately also. Sarah, my beagle mix girl, who I often mention, has always communicated through feeling. She’s not one I pick up through thoughts or hearing. Yet, lately, I can hear her. I think that maybe she resonates at a different frequency I am picking up now.

I am hearing my loved one better also. Really hearing what he has to say and going beyond the surface to what is going on. I hear his pain. Really see him underneath the layers.

But most importantly, I am hearing myself more. What I want, need, and feel. Not what other people want for me or think what is best, but what I think it is best. It’s a new shift for me, and it’s a little scary. I’m dealing with a deep fear: What if I don’t please others but I please myself?

What if, the times I complain I am not being heard or have been forgotten, and I scream at my Guides, it is a time I am not taking the time to sit down and hear myself? I am ignoring that little girl in me who is crying out and saying what she needs, but I am dismissing her.

Ironically, my ears have been hurting. Perhaps they are adjusting to the expansion, just like I am, psychologically.

Be heard, dear readers.