empaths

Residue and empaths

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I have to say, since moving this blog to wordpress, I am so enjoying my visitors! My other blog was so quiet and this is out and out lovely!

Yesterday I was in THE worse mood possible. I didn’t know what was wrong with me! I was so angry and depressed. Now being an empath, I figured I probably picked up someone else’s stuff again unwittingly (partially true). I was just plain negative. So, I sat down with my Guides for help and I heard what I was experiencing was “residue left over–hurt, pain and upset.” I felt like I was replaying my past over and over and it was hard to move forward–I didn’t know what I wanted! I think I was caught up in what I was clearing out, and since I was down, I was sponging in all the negative crap that surrounded me! So, I asked for guidance and I was directed to make an “Everything I love” book. I was to cut out all that interested me and that I truly loved right now. I was finding that I was forcing myself to do what I think I should do, rather than what I wanted to do. I cut out beautiful paintings, costumes, books, colors, the Ghosthunter series (everyone knows I love that), and patterns emerged. The path was clearer what I wanted to do pass all the gunk and the should’s . I cried and cried–ah, there’s my spirit! This was a great tool.

As an empath and a sensitive, I find I may merge too much with what is around me and I lose myself. I can feel and know what others want, and my old childhood pattern may push me to be what that is. I am always trying to be a little more “normal” and to fit in, but I suppose that is not my life path.

I put my LOVE BOOK pages on my art blog here.

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I'm Ronni, a designing fairy living among the humans! I'm a writer, illustrator, designer, and animal communicator/medium who loves to share and teach what I've learned in a fun way, whether it's providing tools in my Help! I'm Sensitive series for the sensitive folk, Healing Fairy Alphabet Deck for connecting to your intuition through Nature, the Idea Emporium for thinking like a designer to get out of boxes, or teaching in a classroom lessons I created, I hope my creations help make life more fun and easier. I like to help my fellow sensitives!

4 thoughts on “Residue and empaths”

  1. I think what you’ve been saying about the energies around right now are so true because I was feeling this way yesterday too…down, wondering what to do as opposed to what I think I should do and absorbing what others thought about what I should be doing. It’s always good to go back to your heart for answers, so I think I’ll try the About Me book excercise. Thanks for the inspiration.

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  2. Today I felt a shift in energies – it was quite bizzare!

    I was at work and around 10 to 1030 am I came over all dizzy/disorientated as if I was going to faint. The funny thing is I knew that something was going to happen as my mood became quite low before the shift and then afterwards there was some form of upliftment. I emailed a friend who said that she also had the same experience.

    I have become more sensitive in the past few months due to releasing old baggage in the phase of a full moon, which has probably helped me be more reseptive to what is going on around me.

    Its nice to share my experience(s) with you.

    Love & Light
    Jocelyn

    (My faery is ARIEL – Princess of the Sylphs, who brings bright spirit and humour)

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  3. You are so welcome, Dyan. I love that I inspire you to create. 🙂

    Thanks Jocelyn. Very common experiences! I felt so bad for two days and then today I feel just plain lovely! The moon did a number on so many people. I know it did quite a whoozy on me! And hello to Ariel. How very cool to have a fairy guide who brings humor! A few of mine are so serious. 🙂

    Thanks to both of you for sharing your experiences. It completes the big puzzle, doesn’t it?

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